Tropic Thunder

Robert Downey Jr as a black soldier/actor in Tropic Thunder.
Yes he change his colour for this movie.
Still looking ever so faaiiinnneee.

With Jack Black and Ben Stiller.
What more to ask.

damn this guy resurrected from the dead or what?!
First Ironman, then That Rejected Pips with Gladys Knight.



Next to Dark Knight. This is my movie to look for. hohoho.

sungka songke

Saw this on KanyeUniverseCity. I think it's DOPE!
Pixelated Mixelated Flixelated Dope.

Wanna install photoshop lah like this.


Oh tentang malam semalam,


Setelah mosi dan lisa,
Rindu Satu dah lepas ni.
Now for Rindu Dua.
Lepas tu Rindu Tiga.

Ada ke Dua dan Tiga? Macam paham je..

oh kin, takle rindu windu mindu cindu ke?
Sepatutnya rasa terharu. -.-"

cis!

Hyakuretsukyaku!

Kristin Kreuk as Chun-Li in the upcoming Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun-Li.

Getting down and dirty yet looking so hot. daaaannnnggggg!

The Rejected Pips

The Rejected Pips.

Mr Ironman looking so fine and cool.

That's how to boogie like Robert Downey Jr.

I'll get this into my iPod rightaway.

RAJA EUROPE, SULTAN ENGLAND

wooot !

1968

1999

2008

Juara Europah tiga kali!

macam kata Fergie,

Football. Bloody Hell!

siapa anak singkong angkat tangan

kalo uda anak jawa, dangdut tetap di hati? bukan?

OAG - Slumber.
done.

PeterPan - Bintang Di Surga.
done.

Lupe Fiasco - Superstar.
sikit done.

and then 4 complete songs of dangdut.
lama tak nampak si Doyok tu.
5 dopes dancing away too.

not to forget. ahhhhHHHHHHH YOUUUUUUU!!!!

poyo. not fuyo. poyo.

tapi gerek.



aku rindu makan sebegini.

next mth i'll be walking the ghetto streets alone.
eating subway with that.
beat that.

campeón!

campeón! campeón!

ole ole ole!

what? same points decided by play offs what?

Manchester United - 87 points

Chelsea - 85 points

nvm next yr then maybe. thanks for the challenge.

up next. MOSCOW !

Glory Glory Man United

i wanna be like CHUCK

Monday Nights.

2 BIG reasons to rush home after tuition.

PRISON BREAK 3.

and CHUCK.

ooh CHUCK.

what a mirror image.

being geeky and nerdy can be freaky.

Thundercats GO!

DEVIL MERAH

Finals bebeh!! Woooo


Redhead: Oh Dang! 9 more years!

yeah Scholesey! after 9 years! let's win it!
if not for us, for yourself !
and give the Blues a beating domestically and in Europe!

KERJA SEMENTARA

this is so so true...





ahhh! life as a temp.
let's embrace it all.
woof woof !

poop!

so many shit.
like the one pops stepped on.

wasn't that ball to hand?
why the heck only 1 bloody camera showing that angle.
and can't even see if it is hand ball.
fook.
let's finish the hammers and latics off.
and show who's the best.

and pls fergie.
giggs is old.
nani's not ready.

sheitte!

slumber ya ya in slumberland

i posted this waaaaayyyy back in 2006.


---> this! <---


twas for a certain someone who might never read my blog,
ever .
even though that certain someone knows of its existence.


but becos of tonight,
becos of Radhi,
and P.Ramlee,
i 'll post it again.
not for anyone.
but for me to reminisce back and look ahead.


OAG - permysuri


Imajin aku TVmu
Transmisionku terbit untukmu
Dramaku produk khas siaranmu
Trans-sonet gelora Satelit Cinta

Imajin aku radiomu
Intermisionku orbit untukmu
Iramaku rekord khas hiburanmu
Inter-planet kejora Ke marikh asth-mara

per-MY-suri rumahku
per-MY-suri radarku
per-MY-suri syurgaku
Yang teristimewa

Imajin aku VJmu
Transvisiku terbitan untukmu
Karaktorku ilham khas pedomanmu
Trans-fonik gelora satelit cinta

Imajin aku DJ mu
Intervisionku orbit untukmu
Metaforku iltizam khas buatmu
Inter-sonik kejora Ke-marikh asth-mara

Produksimasifantasikurealiti
Buat yang teristimewa...


Why slumberland?
becos when all hell breaks loose,
and im outta my mind,
i'll sneak into the comfort of my bed.

an ordinary average guy.
slumbering.

KOD-KOD BERIKUT : MEJA BATU

You know how it feels, to have all your plans interrupted?
When you have set your timing in your schedule..
And suddenly that bugging phone rings.
And the number is VERY unfamiliar..







"You have been mobilised"







BAIK! now I can't go to the bbq pit.

Anyways.. I need some Spice Up Your Life.

Hi Ci Ya, HOLD TIGHT!

MALAM SEMALAM DI ROYAL SCOTTNESS

Carousel Carousel tu..
nama merry-go-round?
ke nama kuching Cheshire?



tapi makan sampai kenyang tidor pon lena.



tak percaya tanya dia.
terlalu "wasted" sampai tak sabar beli tv BESAR nak main time crisis.

betol tak birthday girl?

nak dgr story?
story psl jeles? lol.

lain kali!

Bayang Puppet Terakhir

This video is dope ! and so is the song !
give me anything by arctic monkeys or alex turner anytime !
now please come to Singapore will you!!

though it reminds me of Knights of Cydonia..
but heck! alex turner!



The Last Shadow Puppets “The Age of The Understatement”

Excited
To sneak up away from your stomach
Now try your pulse
And captured
What seemed all unknowing
And candid
But they suspected a false

Shes playful
The boring would
Warn you be careful
Of her brigade
In order to tame this relentless morauder
Move away from the parade

She was
Walking on the tables in the glass house
Endearingly bedraggled in the wind
Subtle in an effort of seduction
The sweaty little tragedies begin
And she would throw a feather bowa in the road
She thought that it would set the scene
Officialy the dint in your companians (?)
Enlightened them to make you see
And there’s affection to rent the age of the understatement
Before the attraction formends
Kiss me properly and pull me apart
Affection to rent the age of the understatement
Before this attraction formends
Kiss me properly and pull me apart

And my fingers scratch at my hair
Before my mind can get to reckless
The idea of seeing you here
Is enough to make the sweat grow cold

reyes.

im a sucker for Melissa Reyes.
Here's her in Corbin Bleu's Deal With It.

tales from the what?

I was missing a particular show today.
A show i loved watching 10 plus years ago.

Tales from the Crypt!



Loved that Crypt Keeper. i remembered i always slept late just to watch this particular show.
And i remembered i even begged to sleep late to watch this show.
And that Crypt Keeper's shrills. His popping out of his coffin.
Even though it spooked me. Funny. yet spooooooooky.
Scaaaaaaarryyyyy...


Here's the Crypt Keeper and the Grim Reaper from Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey.
Playing Scissors, Paper and Stone. -.-"





Oh did anyone know I have "Weird Science" DVD?

Classic !

Crypt Keeper: Remember, kiddies: hee hee hee
Nyaheahehaheahhae !!!!

chasing rainbows

although this is overdue..Cnngrats to the Singapore team Collin and Adrian for winning The Amazing Race Asia.
even though i wasn't rooting for them the whole time.
nevertheless congrats !


(Collin and Adrian)


For the final leg i was hoping these Chong sisters would win. haha. rooting for girl team. as usual. although they came in second.

(Pamela and Vanessa)
candy eyes~ what other reason not to support them?


but i had thought these 2 Jokers would win. Strong,witty and humorous..
Hilarious!

Rovilson: we gotta pass that taxi.you know what tt taxi driver called you?
Taxi Driver: emm?
Rovilson: slooowww.
Taxi Driver: haha
Rovilson: and ugly.


so hilarious !

(Marc and Rovilson)


But .. too bad these 2 didnt last till the end. i have been always will be rooting for them.


(Paula and Natasha)

that Paula Taylor so oh very cute lahhhh !

and i wish i can take part in The Amazing Race.

i wish !

worst happiest dreams.

Why do kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Why is lemon juice mostly artificial ingredients but dishwashing liquid contains real lemons?

If quitters never win, and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while you're ahead."?

Why do you often see people ordering double cheese burgers, large fries, and a diet coke?


just some of the questions to ponder ...


im going back to 505,
if it's a 7 hour flight or a 45 minute drive..
in my imagination you wait lying on your side
with your arms between your thighs....

who write rhymes and dimes

kids can really say the darnest things.
actually they always say the darnest things.
and its like my redbull.

i was already tired rushing from republic poly to tuition class..
and pretty shagged up so much so i contemplated buying redbull.
but heck ill be full of energy i won't be able to sleep.
so i dragged my mardy bum into class..
and as i opened the door. those sepet eyes turned around and look at me..

kid A: why you always bring bag one..?
me: cos im from work....?
kid A: you work?
me: yeap. then? school?
kid A: dono.. mebbe soldier! cos u bring big bag. *grins*
me: no.. ive finished my soldier days.
kids: WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH !!

haha. i dono why did that work them up.
and this cute little girl ask me the darnest question of the day.
very cute girl. can be said my faveret kid for this year already. hoho!
and smart too !

kid girl: teacher ! in jungle, how you clean yourself after pass motion?
me: -.-"
me: how do you clean yourself?
kid girl: with tissue !
me: then...? haha u expect me to use leaves?
kid girl: *chuckles happily and gives me this wide smile*


haiyo ! how else do you clean urself?
with tissue and also some water from your water bottle la!
who doesnt clean themselves when they pass motion?
sure gonna smell when they prone next to the rest of the guy..

but really. that talk with the class made my day.
thinking about it already made me laugh.
and now im awake and cant sleep.
cos my kids are my redbull!

joyah division

Saben uwong kalairake kanthi mardika lan darbe martabat lan hak-hak kang padha. Kabeh pinaringan akal lan kalbu sarta kaajab pasrawungan anggone memitran siji lan sijine kanthi jiwo sumadulur.


Translation

All human beings are born free and equal in dignity and rights. They are endowed with reason and conscience and should act towards one another in a spirit of brotherhood

The twenty consonants.

hana caraka ,
data sawala .
padha jayanya ,
maga bathanga .
------------------------
loosely translated:
There (were/was) warriors
(They) had animosity (among each other)
(They were) equally powerful (in fight)
Both (were) dead.


..sirna ilang krĕtaning bumi..

lean back.lean right.

Ema Mamalemon. says:
i like this girl, i think she's amazingly gorgeous.
Ema Mamalemon. says:
but she has a bf. ah damn =)

this one's for you!
lol!
and for one stil can defend not lesbian.
ok bisexual? still no?
just for the sake of having the best of both worlds?
ok acceptable. lol!
so kinky.
for sure i loike!

Loquacious Iconoclast

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick IQ Test

surely sure?

What Mohamad Zaki Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

seriously?! i thought it only means the wise, knowledgeable one.
lol!

overslept in sleeping pills

The Four Feathers.
A Knight's Tale.
10 Things I Hate About You.
The Patriot.
The Brothers Grimm.

First 5 movies of his that i watched in that order.
All shown on tv. not even one did i watch in the cinema.
how pathetic i can be cos' i did enjoy those 5 movies
and i didnt make a point to go watch it in theatre.

All the more i'm gonna get hold of these vcds...
Lords of Dogtown.
Monster's Ball.

ermm but maybe NOT Brokeback Mountain.

Heh!

And i can't wait for The Dark Knight !
Batman vs Joker.
wooooooooot!

R.I.P
Heath Ledger (1979 - 2008).

weird fishes / arpeggi

quote of the day has to be this..
"random is wat makes me different. why become the masses when can become numero uno."

on another note how cool can you be when you induce your blog posts with mathematical equations and physics notions. has to be the coolest geek posts.

and bandofoutsiders are like The Strokes or waartt!!

oh sometimes do you type so fast that in the end the words become connected cos you apparently got so excited that you forgottoenterspacesinbetween?

well apparently it gave birth to laroncei.

for example,
sentence:
can you send me the word document laroncei?

apparently it has a meaning.

laroncei \la-ron-chay\, preposition: via email.

thanks eh shikin shikin what have you gotten yourself intooooooooooooooo?

when you roll out the dough

my niece have been over excited for the fact she is gonna learn the recorder in Music class this coming year.
'cos apparently it wasn't taught at her old primary school.
now that she is being transferred to another primary school, everything has to be start fresh and anew.
new friends, new teachers..
new environment.
but she might just be here for only a year. before she move off to another country.
and the thing she is most excited about is, "yeah! no more nabilah!".
that girl has been the bug of her insanity.
like big bully. but smaller in size.

nevertheless i taught her some tunes on the recorder.
and i was playing this song to her..



The Bibibobka Ditty

When you rolling out the dough
Just make sure you roll it slow
If you make the dough too quick
Bibibobka make you sick

When you pour the feeling in
Just make sure you wear a grin
When you smile i want you back
Bibibobka turn out swell!

-Perfect Strangers-

kill her ! kill her !

Thriller. All-time classic.
But this one's a killer!
Hilarious..

ramp and page

you know when you are on a rampage
when you're like a train coming bullet-crashing by with all that energy.
well i guess that's how it is to blog so much more than in the last 2 month.



I was sound asleep a few moments ago when suddenly i had a blog idea.
you know those kind of impromptu ideas where you feel that if you don't do this quickly you might not have anything to blog at all.
like you're in a train and you excited bout this kid with big gigantic cute eyes and just have to tell everyone about it.
but when u got home to blog you just forget how to express it.
and to make it a kick in the teeth you didn't manage to get a quick snap shot on the camera of those eyes.



anyways.

yeap i was sleeping and dreaming when suddenly this sound in my head tells me to blog something.
but hey you know what, i guess this bump on my head is really working.
i mean it's like a kick start for the brain engine or something.




i guess that's what you get for sleeping early for the first time in like how many weeks?!
i tell you i usually can't sleep early this days. i'll be up all night and start to sleep at 5 in the morning. Hence i'll wake up in the afternoon.
but a large dosage of reading a book and watching that Starship Troopers 2 made me put to bed way better than when i counted sheeps.
you might be thinking what me read a book?! yeah i've started to read again.
just to make myself not be too stupid. cos i'm beginning to feel like one already. After watching Joh Nash and Howard Hughes. Damn..
and no amount of those rifle rat-a-tat-tat and what-nots could make me awake either.
that is by far the most boring movie i have ever seen.
I mean come'on.. with all those rifles, bomb and aliens attacking you.. should make u feel intested right?
and still to be able to make me fall asleep.
that is really a hit on its backside.
even the most stagnant, biographical plot of a movie did not make me fall asleep.
cos i love A Beautiful Mind. Like John Nash is so bright it made me feel all those learning in school is gone to waste. Nevermind of his schizopheranic.
and The Aviator. Howard Hughes really impresses with his love for avionics. and rekindled my love for planes.
But Starship Troopers 2?! It look so bad that it made the first one look like an Oscar winner.



Anyway, for some reason i dreamt of watching the Ellen Degeneres talk show. LIVE.
I really think it's because i did'nt watch any today.
lol!
Anyways the dream is so odd that i ended up playing games on the gameboy.
Why is it odd?

cos..













I don't have a gameboy!

ok I did not have any attention to blog at all.
'cos this brain of mine has no idea or light bulb whatsoever
to light up this blog of mine with an entry.


but suddenly at 1.55am about approx 15 minutes ago this brain of mine was given the kick start it needs.
and i saw this big light bulb on top of my head.
so now im blogging.
why?
how come?
Here goes..


This days I'm having kinda eating irregularities or disorders or whatever.
Well exactly at 12 midnight, I'll suddenly have an irrefusable(if there's such a word) urge to munch on something. eat something. or drink something.
so i go to the kitchen and find myself some snack.
now it's gets tricky cos ive two small kids in the house and trust me if you buy some goodies and leave it in the open, poof its gone the next day!
so ill try to find chocolates or bread spread with nutella or some crackers.
or my personal favourite Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream. Amen!

So about 15 minutes ago i went to the kitchen for the umpteenth time to wash my hands and my face after my lovely "meal" before i head back to sleep.
And since i did not wanna create a scene i didnt switch on the lights..
And when i thought i reached the sink and reached out the taps...



BAMMMM!!!!



There goes my forehead head-butting the cupboard door.
Now who open the cupboard and didn't close it!!
Well there's a cupboard above my sink for the dishes and bowls and stuff..
And now there's a BUMP on my forehead.

Anyhoots this bump on my head is making me angry.
to which reminds me of someone who isn't happy at the moment.
cos i asked what's bugging her tt she's not sleeping now and she answered "Anger".

Anyhoots Bumps and Anger is such a pain in the ass.
Or in my case... to the head!


Pfffftttt !!!

1 Syawal hasn't gone exactly the way it was supposed to be.
The way it should has always been.
The way it must always be.
They way I like it to be.
The way all of us would like it to be.
They way my family has always celebrated it since my childhood.
Since as long as i can remember really celebrating my first Raya.
Oh childhood. I yearn for you to come back.
For me to relive the glory days.
Without all these aches.
Where all we only care for is Raya, kuih, ketupat and duit Raya.
But kids these days aren't how I used to be.
Sincerity. Honesty. Love. True Pure Love.
It was natural back then.
But today it just had to be different.

Why must there always be unforeseen circumstances?
Why can't we just know that it is the wrong move?
And avoid doing it at all.
Why are we to find out only sooner later?
When sooner later milk will have become yogurt where even I, a yogurt lover, wouldn't even think of drinking it at all.

And why some people just have to volunteer to be idiots?
Is this some kind of National call up where there just has to be idiots?
Can't even tell what's right and what's wrong?
Believe in someone else's talk than to confront it yourself?
I,hereby today with the power bestowed on me, proclaim you Staff Sergeant Idiot.
Why Staff Sergeant you might ask? 'Cos your qualifications can only get you that far.
With a Certificate in Idiocracy, you might get to Master Sergeant.
But, i repeat, just might.

Anyway,
Wishing everybody,



Everybody who reads this,





Which means you reading this..yea you,





SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
MOHON MAAF MINTA AMPUN
SEGALA SALAH SILAP
- TATA BAHASA
- TINGKAH LAKU
- dan, erm, segala yang bersama bangsa dan bersekutu dengannya

'cos I'm just Human.
And we all yearn to improve.



ya Allah,

please drag us all back into the Light

your Light

for we have all strayed

and sinned

into Darkness

do show us

when we have crossed the line

but please show your Mercy

for we are weak

broken, tattered and bones

and all i yearn for

is for your Guidance

your Grace

and your Love

for me never to wrong more

you know you miss someone when you
keep playing that same song over and over again.
right?


wrong!


it's not just that song.
it's that song.


yea you've been missed.
yea you. not you! jangan prasan.
it's you. yea you *points at you*

im sick of my pc.stupid stupid pc!! ive been disconnected from msn repeatedly and it's driving me nuts!! blardy heck. i need to put a new pc on my wishlist... but den again it mite be always be a wish. cos no money due to no work. and no work equals no money. so back to square one im being frustrated again. although i cant believe my pentium 2 is still working here today in 2007...i still blardy need a new pc !

anyways since ive ord-ed ( lor~) .. ive been sitting at home selling grapes. and it is not been profiting. nor isit getting any sales. plus the fact im turning nocturnal this fasting month. awake at night. and sleeping in the day. ok now i hear people saying ohhh kan tak bagos tido time puasa~, but i cant sleep at night. insomniac? i dono.. so usually my day starts after buka~ makan makan masjid masjid and then when i get home tv's my companion till sahur. kan bagos hidop? chet langsung tak best!

i need a job people. a sensible good paying job. but i cant find any. hmm..i need to sell myself if i dont find one.
once i've a job i guess no more late nights. back to usual timing schedule.
becos dis is blardy unhealthy !

FM Channel: amcam ada paham tak? tak paham? macam paham lar you!

for the first time in my life,i ate oysters. raw.
well i only ate one. so one oyster.
like the one in mr. bean's series.
yes the oysters he fell sick on. those kind.

i told dian that it tastes like pudding.
but it sure taste like sea water.
and lemon has never been so tasty!
one to wipe away the smell.
and second to wipe away the taste.
second serving? well ill stick to fish instead..

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

FM channal: fffreeeeddooooommmmmm like finallyy hereee alreadyy !!!!! yahuuuuu!

EH ESOK HARI APA?

ehem.. YEAHNESS!

FM Channel: can you smell it? ffffrrreee.....

under the roof of turmoil, anger and solitary,
i found happiness giving a young soul a Parker pencil..

FM channel: knock a door, run

22.D.A.N.C.E

do the D.A.N.C.E 1 2 3 4 fight!
stick to the B.E.A.T get ready to ignite
you were such a P.Y.T catching all the lights
just easy as ABC that's how we make it right!

do the DANCE do the DANCE
the way you move is a mystery
do the DANCE!!
You're always there for music and me ~

oh just do the DANCE.
disco inferno ~

saw a kandang babi. with cages. and babis. period.
lets just say retro is the way..

FM Channel: Under the spotlights Neither black nor white

it has come and it will start and it will be gone.

i think i need a new fresh warm towel.

Yey! Eric and Danielle won! woohoo!

An arctic monkey paid us a visit from the wild today. damn cute lil thing.
yes even tho its normal to see these creatures in the zoo..
but too see it right in front of you in your camp?!
tremendous!
we threw em a boiled nut.
he ate it after splitting it in half.
we threw him another.
and he turned his butt on us.
very very nice butt.
and we named him boy.
just had a feeling its a male.
so we played with it for awhile.
running after em.
before the crows started to surround and attack it.
maybe some territorial issues.
oh we caught him eating combat ration cookies.
if only he had performed a song for us.
I bet you look good on the dance floor perhaps?

FM channel: so much for tryin'

it hurts alot. like a brainstorm.

one day you feel it's all worth it..
and the next, you feel it shouldn't have been.

to self-control.
even when the whole world is against you.
'cos most of the time.
it's just you and me against the world.

hace mucho,mucho tiempo.
while i relax myself to this song.
from the hurt.
it does alot, alot of time...

FM channel: swing to this lullaby

it never boiled so hard.
and when it did.
the only one who got scald is the one who boiled it.

but they fail to ponder.
what made us change?

FM channel: argumentative. now you've got it face on.

and he said to him, "Now go get a gun and blow off my mind. And let me be reborn without all this evil."

He points the gun to his head,
Looks at him in the eye..
Time stood still.
Sweat pauses in mid air.
But he just couldn't squeeze the trigger.

"You're already dead yourself", and walks away..

final destination. vivid.

to the right,
lies a truck
to the left
lies a metal barrier
where should you go?
what should you do?
what if you can only see?
and have no power to it
when you're stuck in between
sandwiched between two strong holds
at a speed of death
just grind your teeth and pray
pray that you're safe
pray that you're protected
pray that a miracle happen
for if lady death comes upon you
it's all too late..
then it all comes down
he sped up
swerve to left once
swerve to right once
and swerve to the left twice
and we're out of it
phew.. *degup degup degup jantungku*

FM channel: the one where death showed its face

Beautiful,i just want you to know, you're my favourite girl...

This weekend ended too fast. abruptly fast.
too fast too furious to be true.
Tuition,football,movie..and poof!
I hate fast weekends.
Hate! Hate! Hate..!
and tomorrow im back to work.
i hate work.
Hate! Hate! Hate..!
And here i am watching "Adaptations"
Beautiful movie.
Beautiful story.
Beautiful Orchids.
Some looked like turtles.
Some looked like monkeys.
Some looked like bees.
Some looked like teachers.
Some looked like mid-age wives.
Some looked like executives.
And some looked like you.
Looked Beautiful.

Extracted from Adaptations.
"We're all one thing, Lieutenant. That's what I've come to realize. Like cells in a body. 'Cept we can't see the body. The way fish can't see the ocean. And so we envy each other. Hurt each other. Hate each other. How silly is that? A heart cell hating a lung cell."

how true..

which moves on to a movie i saw earlier in the afternoon..

"Fail Safe"

Superb screenplay. Superb story.
and how true.
Remaked from the movie of the same name made in '64.
And remaked in Black and White. Beautiful.
About American planes are sent to deliver a nuclear attack on Moscow, but it's a mistake due to an electrical malfunction. Can all-out war be averted?

Worth watching movie. i think everybody should watch this.
And it was by fate that i manage to watch this.
Funny how fate and destiny can lead you to surprises.

How Mankind depend on machines so much. How they thought machines are perfect.
Well if Man isnt perfect..how can things they build be perfect?
And you might never know when machines decide to have a technical break.
And leading consequences. Action and Reaction.

Altogether the weekends been good.
I'm positive.
and only fools are positive.
But how am i sure?
cos im positive.

FM channel: Hear the sound of explosions from the north east. The sky is very bright. All lit up. [and the phone melts and high pitched whining sound was heard]

you make the choice, don't let the choice make you..

and here i am typing this utterly bloody nonsense and tommyrot..
whilst squatting on my chair. yes.

FM channel: cray zei

if you made a mistake that someone else had to pay for it..
will you wait for a second chance or let the second chance wait for you?

decision action reaction..

FM channel: ponder pondi cherri

enjet enjet semot has never been given this much fresh breath of air

>> Enjet Enjet Semot <<

in another language..
INI VIDEO MESTI TENGOK PUNYERRRR!!!!

FM channel: pinch pinch ants, who in pain go up..

I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And how can we win
When fools can be kings
Don't waste your time
Or time will waste you

No one's gonna take me alive
The time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive

I just want to hold you in my arms
My life
You electrify my life

FM channel: Extinction of Rubylions in 200 years

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
I dream a dream she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye

Why Why Why Why?

FM channel: All your dreams are made, When you're chained to the mirror and the razor blade.Today's the day that all the world will see

if only i didn't do what i did..
i could have been there.
if only i did what i didn't do..
i was just too little too late

Al Fateha to my yut, my great grandmother.. (1920-2006)

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

FM Channel: Hold up Hold on Don't be scared You'll never change what's been and gone

from a friend's blog. thought ill just share it with others.
i think this piece is really whacked! haha
enjoy..


FM Channel: commercial break...

now i think ill dedicate this entry to my two best buddies i have. hoho if you think im getting emotional and start to cry and praise them,you thought wrong. we're guys. so let's just make do with the kutok-ing.
so before i start..
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!

for the bike-riding to Esplanade, supper at Zam Zam's, soccer matches which we seem to always lose everytime i play(dammit am i a jinx or what?!), endless bollywood movies and clips yusoff tries to instill in us, shopping spree which ends up with nobody buying anything at all, the girls we used to admire and thought dammit we'll never get them, from the very much kental ,esp the mIRC days, to a (as YuS like to put it..) slightly cooler days right now...
THANKS A JAGAZILLIONAIRE dudes!


from the kental days.
from left: YuS ThE MaN(hoho!), semOtRed(HOHO!) and semOtOren(even louder hoho!)
notice YuS ThE MaN's fashion paux man. with that cap terbalik,sweater in what tropic country?, plus all d accesories.. No wonder he's the MAN!!!!



now slightly cooler days.
ok we're still kental. so what?!
geek chic is THE in thing at the moment. LOL!

\/ Peace to Dil Chata Hai!

FM channel: dil chata hai from the eyes of a little child

no thanks to a bug(buzzz) ive gotten the flu. had 2 days MC no less thanks to it. but it's a nice thing in a way i got to watch mtv all day long. hoho! oh well i've got a stinking parade rehearsal tomorrow no less.

but the weekend has been fun. yeah.

first up was friday night D&D at Bukit Batok Civil Service Club!
let's bring sexy back yeah!

with the She-Devils,Noris the Diva and Maia Lee in the house bebeh. lots of dancing,lots of ehem grinding? lots of photos. dont think ill post em up. too explicit. LOL!
but stinking tangan tak cebok,i didnt manage to get that Sony PSP lucky draw i was eyeing. dang..

Saturday was raya with the best buddies and their repective partners minus Awal and me. so me and Awal were a couple for the day. hoho!


and Sunday was with my Nadi Kesenianeans minus my 2 lovers who apparently had to ditch me!!! yes you Kin and you Zah!



no less i got to meet them d other weekend at Zah's open house..


so yeah it has been a wild weekend. non stop outing for me. thus the flu bug. thanks to the gallons of oren,tonnes of food and the travelling. but peace we'll still carry on..we'll carry on...

FM channel: sex,booze and rock and roll? nahh more of sexy,oren and loads of cheekis!

i asked a good bud of mine about why am i having such heart luck.
he replied "maybe God just want to save you."
haha maybe quite true enough. oh well...



the family, kids plus bibik.
danish just cant keep still hence d blurred face.


still cant keep still..


perfect!

FM channel: hai duit raya lupa nak diberi~

Ooh tomorrow's the Day!
Selamat Hari Raya Eid Fitri to all. Apologies for all d wrongs,sins,crimes,annoyance,irritation etc. I've ever caused to every single soul that knows me,knows you and the don't knows yous and mes.

Time can pass very fast when you just start to savour the moment.
I thought the first day of fasting was just yesterday.
Ok no it was a month ago. I remember persevering not to break fast when all the rest around me did. Especially after a run around the camp. Followed by a gym session. Followed by soccer. Followed by the endless repairing of junk trucks. Followed by a 3km walk out of camp. Followed by a 15 minutes walk from interchange to home. Followed by the endless speech on the radio. And then comes the Azan.

But time can be very slow when you're bored.
Was thinking..
I remember that never-ending in-flight information screen that tells passengers how far they've come, and how many miles remain. It's so sloooooowwwwwwwwwwww. Stare at it intently enough and time goes backwards. And do we really need to know that the outside temperature is -59 degrees Fahrenheit? Does this information comfort us with the knowledge that should we crash and somehow survive, death by exposure willbe swift and merciful? Also, Celcius conversion seems unnecessary,as around -59, electrons probably crawl to a stop, like Ping-Pong balls on a basement floor. Ok, i know it's 222.6 degrees Kelvin,-50.56 degrees Celcius.

FM channel: Eid Mubarak.

someone just taught me good stuff..

preun bok wa khun pen khon ngaai ngaai... jing reu plao tirak?
hohoho.

today better be a good day.
no it better be a glorious gorgeous day.
let's pray.
altogether now...

FM channel: if hope is a myth, then what's magic?

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t reach my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart

All the world's a stage and the men and women are merely players
Then whom does mine belong to?

FM Channel: My Heart

Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?
I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

You set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Cos' MSN Messenger is being a supermassive arsehole..
wargh!

heard Muse coming..true?or not?

FM channel: The Unintended Supermassive Blackhole

dont be afraid, maybe its our fate
just wait and see im gonna shout about it
its just you and me against the world
don't waste the time for tomorrow

hey digital
you're nothing but a bitch on strings
you'll be back milking cows before you cash the cheque
I'll just wait around till you fade away like the rest
like the best of the best

do you understand my monologue?
These are the words of the unsophisticated money machines

FM channel: so let's put them aside..let the worries behind us

i realised ive not updated for near 2 mths.aint tt cool or wart!
being missing is kinda cool. n getting emersed in work.tuition.work.ndp.work.work.work.tuition.ndp.

talking bout ndp..
lotsa goofing around. lotsa perspiring around. not forgetting eye candies.
part touching time President acknowledged our salute.

and then d celebration! and the off days i accumulated!

and celebration reminds me of Teacher's Day.
Happy Teacher's Day to all Teachers. -.-"
not tt im one. but teaching in a tuition centre makes me one. i guess..


some of the things kids do..

damn dis entry is boring.. oh well ill try someting else next time...

FM channel: Teacher Teaches Teachings

i hate humidity.
humidity feels like hundreds of strangers touching you.

FM channel: it's getting hott in herre.

im getting tired at this.
too tired.
jaded.
i think im succumbed to this fate.
why. why.
you're teasing me.

oh and i got myself a novel.
jPod by Douglas Coupland.
no idea why i got myself a book.
Mom's cool with the idea.
she thinks im getting in touch with my intellectual roots.

Promiscuous girl
Wherever you are
I’m all alone
And it's you that I want

Roses are red
Some diamonds are blue
Chivalry is dead
But you're still kinda cute

FM channel: Promiscous. I be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent

and i would wish
upon a star
but that star
it doesn't shine..
so read my book
with a boring ending
a short story
of a sorry life..

and when i wake you
i'll be the first thing you see
and your eyes shall never set free
from me

FM channel: unpredictable complexity

i realise i share the same birth date as Patrick Vieira and Zinedine Zidane.
cool!
tt explains...

FM channel: born among the greatest

Happy Good 21 Day to me!
or happy sick day to me..
or happy ive-been-sick-for-one-whole-week-and-sick-keeps-coming day
sigh...

first the 39.5 degree Influenza.
then the most terrible tonsillitis ive ever had.
cant swallow food. cant swallow water.
now don swallow anyting also hurts..
sneeze also hurts...
then in came d icing to the cake.
i cut my thumb really deep.
at work.
great. simply great.
WARGHHH!



-sakit tu tanda2 dah nak besar

-sakit tu pasal nak hilangkan dosa

Which one to believe?

FM channel: happy bird-day to me

i love this song. forever.

Super Furry Animals - Juxtapozed With You

It's easy when you know how
To get along without Biff! Bang! Pow!
And if I see that you're fed up,
I'll stop and give you a leg up.

Over priced unreal estate,
Surreal estate,
The highest price they've hit to date,
Creating new divides and tension.

You've got to tolerate,
All those people that you hate,
I'm not in love with you,
But I wont hold that against you,
You've got to tolerate,
Some of those people that you hate,
I'm not in love with you,
But I wont hold that against you.

This is a tale of 2 city/situations,
Mutual appreciation,
Away from narrow pre-conception,
Avoiding conflict hyper-tension,
Non-phobic word aerobic.
This was my domain,
Till someone stole my name.

You've got to tolerate ...etc.
Let's get juxtaposed, juxtaposed,Just suppose I juxtapose with you...

FM channel: Rings around the world

it's been a sad month.
nevertheless Allah loves them more.

Al-Fateha to:
-Abang Jai's wife; Saleha bte Saleh
-Mohamed Faizal bin Omar

Semoga Allah swt merahmati roh2 mereka.

FM channel: Al Fateha...

suddup lah..faaaark it

apparently after infinite weeks of being an annoying,self-indulging,cant-stop-talking geeky schizo schezel... i think its time to be back to my old,last-century,wartime history self.
the textbook,comicbook,storybook very quiet scared of everyone geeky self.

Best way to converse is not to talk at all.
why?
it avoids controversy.
it avoids putting urself in a spot.
it avoids being irritating and annoying.
best of all..
there's no reason to be oblivious about things.
AND,
there's not reason to be at all sorry.
both for something you do or something you dont.
cos silence stays in the backdrop.

just stay quiet and observe the beautiful things around you.
its time to hear d birds sing.
its time to feel the morning breeze.
its time to see the sun rise.
its time to not to talk.

on the contrary..

semangkin hari semangkin serasi
bagai pagi dgn sinar matahari
bagai malam dgn kerdipan bintang yg berseri

i wish ah!
faarkkk it lahhh..
baiiik!!

FM channel: schizo schezel

boiling point yet endorphins on a high

its fucking irritating tt some people think they are so good they cant accept criticism and move on and do something about it. and all they do is give fucking stupid reasons. fucking shit. yes humans make mistakes. but with this kind of continuing attitude, humans will make mistakes till the end of time. fucking hell shit bloody sia hamba koo ke nyeng kweng kuo!

strive for perfection lah kanna!
even if there is no such thing as perfection.. there's something as close to perfection and that's something to be proud of and not some cock up thingy!

if this continues that's the end of everything. so much for we working so hard to give the platform you are in now.

if you think so highly of yourself, fucking hell get out of that slug bed of yours and get out there and do someting about it. fuck up attitude. no way is help gonna come if this attitude carries on. fun yes. but there's time to work. time management. ever heard of that? go read up time management for dummies lah fuck.

and i only have 2 words for this kind of things.
faaaaaark it.

anyway the weekend has been good for me. been absolutely fabolos.
thanks to ..
enlightening by zah.
pyo-pyoing with kin.
where's wally-ing with irfan.
recollecting with jaja.

and i met my 2 bestest friends in secondary school in town.
i miss both of you hotty darlings! even though i doubt u guys can read this. hah!
sigh should call them up for catching up...

and fried mars with vanilla ice cream is ohhhh heaven and earth.
it melts in your mouth not in your hands
close your eyes and imagine
imagine the combi of warm fried mars with vanilla and chocolate syrup..
as u feel the warm crunchy fried mars melting in your mouth
and the vanilla ice cream with its cold tingling feeling in your teeth
slowly it meshes together..
creating a high explosion endorphin level within you
as you savour every moment
and noone nobody nothing can take that moment of erotic orgasm..
and slowly..the crunchy mars..chocolaty taste..cool vanilla..
slowly slides down your throat..
and when i wake you
i'll be the first thing you see
and you'll realise that you love me..

fried mars vanilla ice cream..
im gonna miss you
but ill come and get you

To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me

FM channel: A Midsummer Night's Dream

its Saturday!
its here again! im not working yeah!
and i did my normal routine.. the newspapers..the tv..slug into my blanket again..
and suddenly..
HOTCAKES!
and its already 11am.. great..!
ive just have to wait for tomoro den..sighs..
i have to get my hotcakes before a week of endless overtime without pay and offs starts!

ever felt the feeling..
as u wake up in the morning
ever felt there's just so much things tt needs to be done
yet you just slug into ur own bed..
ur laziness sinks in
as you tuck urself
under ur blanket..
the warmth feeling
as you put ur hands under ur pillow
and look towards the window
you saw the blue sky
and know itll be a good day..
well this is what made me miss my hotcakes! -.-"

anyway take a look at this kitten...


Cy, short for Cyclops, a kitten born with only one eye and no nose, is shown in this photo provided by its owner in Redmond, Ore., on Dec. 28. The kitten, a ragdoll breed, which died after living for one day, was one of two in the litter. Its sibling was born normal and healthy.

more reports here

How extraordinary..

My heart is as frail as a dove
And my spirit is as weak as a rose
See my sorrow, feel my pain
You're my refuge, You're my reason,
My strength in this beautiful place
That's where I find God
-The Afters - You -

FM channel: nevermin...oh just goblocks world..

i miss eating hotcakes.
i want to eat hotcakes.
i miss. i want. i eat.
i hotcakes.
i want hotcakes.
yes its 1238am and im craving for hotcakes.
i had an interesting idea to blog about just then.
but after falling asleep and awaken by a phone call.
i forgot what i blog idea-ed about.
-.-"
now im writing this worthless,pointless entry..
just to tell the whole world im craving hotcakes.
is this a hint?
and yeah today i can sleep soundly.
cos it made my day!
after a day of gruesome work.
after a day of last minute fault findings.
after a day of sweat and downpour.
it made my day!
i want my hotcakes!
one day ill be with you.
yes you hotcakes.

FM channel: nevermindagoblocks. but mind the hotcakes pls.

you know when you're at work..
and d workload u have just seems so annoyingly alot..
and you just want to be away from the computer and have fun?
well receiving workloads havent been much easier..



anyway here's some stuff bout ur bizarre bodily functions....

What are pins and needles?
Everyone has experienced that sharp tingling sensation in the toes, legs or fingers at some time or another. Pins and needles, or parasthesia, as they are known, generally come about due to pressure on a nerve that is close to the skin surface. Common pins and needles 'hot spots' include the elbow, when the 'funny bone' nerve is subjected to pressure, and the calf or foot from pressure on the nerve below the knee. In the same way, when, for example, we stand up after sitting in a particular position for a long time and our legs appear to have 'gone to sleep', this is the result of a nerve being compressed and then bouncing back into shape.

Why do your body jerk when you're falling asleep?
Ever been just about to drift off into a blissfully deep sleep when suddenly you feel like you are falling, and your body jerks in shock? What you have experienced is called a 'hypnic jerk'. This often occurs during very light sleep, when your body temperature drops - your heart slows down and your conscious brain gradually relinquishes control of your muscles. The general consensus is that this brain activity can make your larger muscles contract, and that, as your body twitches, another part of your brain invents a 'mini-dream' in which you are falling off a cliff, for example. So, next time you wake up with a 'sleep start', just remember it's simply your body's way of telling your muscles to chill.

FM channel: orbiting across galaxy

this world is full of nevermindagoblocks.
atleast the world im living in.

now for all the shit i do for you
for the little peanuts u give
is this how u repay?
stooppid
simply stoopid
ive never lived in a much more stoopid world than this.
but i know this cud be the stoopidest of all
fuck accuse if u dare
may the right prevail,
the accused be victorious
and YOU be stoopid for eternity

FM channel: the nevermindagoblocks world

tomorrow~ tomorrow ~ i love you~ tomorrow ~
tomorrow ~ has come by ~
bismillah!
the hardwork must pay off!
pray for us everybody!

and guess what? I, Zaki, scored for Egypt!
we're going into the finals! Egypt 2-1 Senegal!

oh well hope tomorrow i score too.
reality check.

FM channel: flying high. tomorrow.

few days to go to d BIG day.haha
darn..trainings has intensified
ive escaped a lot of near-death experiences...
ok lil tad exaggerating..
near heavy-injury experiences..
fell wrongly..flat onto d ground..
almost landed head first..
my leg keeps kicking others' faces..
what else..
im tired..my body aches
battered bruised and broken..hmm exaggerating again..
and being thrown around gives me headaches
3 days off pls here i come..
pray it'll all pay off..
if we dont win i dono wat to say..


His weak soul collapsed,
what strength is there?
but even d smallest creatures
can change the fate of the Earth...

and with all his Might,
behold! He withdrew Sting
onto his chest He holds
behold! Blue glows Sting
the filthy Orcs have come!
be ready! be prepared!
filth wreaks into the silent darkness
for the Orcs are never clean
Shrills broke the dark mute
for the Orcs are coming near...

Be unmerciful!
upon them death has been awaited
Be ruthless!
for Hell they have been destined
And only Victory awaits you
Only Victory condones...

Now unleash It
the burning Light in you
for this is your destiny
it has come
Now unleash It
the lightning courage within you
for you are the Bearer
hope has come
and for every strength you've left,
there's always hope...


As d world is becoming older,
the ones living are becoming bolder,
it's wide clear
eternal end is near
For all the ridiculous cartoons ..,
controversial drawings ..,
and blasted caricatures ...
are some of the Signs
that the End is near
let Him settle with those
who defy His Orders..

but in these terrible events,
please be aware
that there has been some Celebration amongst us.
Happy 20th Birthday Brain.A
the World's First Computer Virus.

FM channel: Flying High Flyer

OAG - permysuri

Imajin aku TVmu
Transmisionku terbit untukmu
Dramaku produk khas siaranmu
Trans-sonet gelora Satelit Cinta

Imajin aku radiomu
Intermisionku orbit untukmu
Iramaku rekord khas hiburanmu
Inter-planet kejora Ke marikh asth-mara

per-MY-suri rumahku
per-MY-suri radarku
per-MY-suri syurgaku
Yang teristimewa

Imajin aku VJmu
Transvisiku terbitan untukmu
Karaktorku ilham khas pedomanmu
Trans-fonik gelora satelit cinta

Imajin aku DJ mu
Intervisionku orbit untukmu
Metaforku iltizam khas buatmu
Inter-sonik kejora Ke-marikh asth-mara

Produksimasifantasikurealiti
Buat yang teristimewa...

sing along now..
and cheerleading is fun.
it's not just for girls.
ready? ok! and 5 6 7 8, 1 2! go!

FM channel: yang teristimewa....who?

over Mount Shadow,a Dark shadow glooms
westward reaching,
over the shadows, wings of darkness blooms,
southward moving.
breaking every hill on sight,
darkening every living with light.
but what see did they? fixed were they ears,
for they feel Its presence with their tears.
as the mountains darkens,
the Dead awakens..

the Dark Lord Towers has risen
from beneath the Shadows it arise
the Lord's black sword is driven
from the sheath beneath all Wise

Get out,you old Wight! Vanish in the moonlight!
Shrivel like the shivering mist,like the winds go wailing,
Out into the barren lands far beyond the mountains!
Come never here again! Leave your barrow empty!
Lost and forgotten be,darker than the darkness,
Where gates stand forever shut,till the world is mended
but will it be?

cold be hand and heart and bone,
and cold be sleep under stone
never more to wake on stony bed,
never,till the Sun fails and the Moon is dead
In the black wind the stars shall die,
and still on gold here let them lie,
till the dark lords lift their hands,
over the dead sea and conquered lands.

will it be mended?
will the Light come forth...
may it be.

FM channel: the dark cold night.......

with Anduril as i valiantly ride. noro lim, noro lim, Asfaloth!
the cold hard lands they bites our hands,
they gnaws our feet.
The rocks and stones are like old bones,
all bare of meat.
But stream and pool is wet and cool:
so nice our feet. and now i wish...
alive without breath

to be alive without breath, as cold as death.
for what purpose now do i seek?
as i head for the Sea. to the Sea! the Sea!
is that all i can see?
long are the waves on the Last Shores falling,
Sweet is your voice in the Long Isle calling..
but no man will discover,
that my leaves are falling...
but what is of me becoming?
this cannot be of me.

Cos' i love the sound of you...

FM channel: pneumatic sounds

na na na na hey hey good bye

oh 2005 is coming to an end. thank god.lets hope next year's gonna be better.
alfateha to all those Muslims tt died from Mother Nature's force. katrina,tsunami etc..
and to those tt died from suicide bombs.

so d new year's coming n im stillliving alhamdulillah. lets hope ill live to see d next next year too. and the next next next year. and d next next next n next year. and the...oh u get my point.
so ive taken every second, every minute,every hour,every day,every month, every year..
step by step eii.. starting to cherish every moment eii.. guilty of taking everything for granted eii..
here comes d new year eii.


took dis pic using a hp camera
even Nature agrees. leave those dark clouds behind.. have a fresh start.
have a mentos fresh mint.

Step by step. start anew. baby steps baby steps..
One small step on tiles, One GIANT step for me.


Tough Times Don't Last. Tough Men Do.
and we did.

a rollercoaster year. expressionally. not a year to remember of course. haha
funny. but 2006 better be a good year. a blardy good year perhaps.

Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes cos I'm Mr. Brightside

oh just sing and dance.
your mind and hearts away.
numa numa yeh. numa numa numa yeh.

FM channel: little devil. kiky little. kikinho. maiyahi maiyahu maiyaho maiyahaha.

oh ive pop-ed. tts news.
im on block leave now. dont really have plans on how to maximise your 10 days block leave.
waiting for my new posting.
command school? dont bother. im on 3 months excuse from running marching and jumping...
sigh.
downgrading is a probability.
service side prolly awaits me.
sigh.
we'll see",they said.

I missed the opportunity
to get you babe to stay with me.
Never thought, I'd regret the excuses that I've made
like a song,it will fade

yes im afraid. so?
now's maybe not a good time.
but then again, when is?
courage. please come to me..

If there's music in the night,
And it's really, really right,
It's the only thing I need.
it intoxicates your mind
All your troubles left behind
So come on and take my lead.
it's not just me who feels it
music plays a mind trick
watch me forget about missing you

oh just break my leg will you.
it'll be easier that way.
more running and jumping could result in fracture",she said.
ah heck.

so i put my feelings out to dry
love, one day again,
i'll have to try.
falling out, making up
it seems such a silly game
why do i never gain?

waiting.
is it you? no it's me..
for the right time?
there is no such thing.

FM channel: saving private..who?