when you roll out the dough

my niece have been over excited for the fact she is gonna learn the recorder in Music class this coming year.
'cos apparently it wasn't taught at her old primary school.
now that she is being transferred to another primary school, everything has to be start fresh and anew.
new friends, new teachers..
new environment.
but she might just be here for only a year. before she move off to another country.
and the thing she is most excited about is, "yeah! no more nabilah!".
that girl has been the bug of her insanity.
like big bully. but smaller in size.

nevertheless i taught her some tunes on the recorder.
and i was playing this song to her..



The Bibibobka Ditty

When you rolling out the dough
Just make sure you roll it slow
If you make the dough too quick
Bibibobka make you sick

When you pour the feeling in
Just make sure you wear a grin
When you smile i want you back
Bibibobka turn out swell!

-Perfect Strangers-

kill her ! kill her !

Thriller. All-time classic.
But this one's a killer!
Hilarious..

ramp and page

you know when you are on a rampage
when you're like a train coming bullet-crashing by with all that energy.
well i guess that's how it is to blog so much more than in the last 2 month.



I was sound asleep a few moments ago when suddenly i had a blog idea.
you know those kind of impromptu ideas where you feel that if you don't do this quickly you might not have anything to blog at all.
like you're in a train and you excited bout this kid with big gigantic cute eyes and just have to tell everyone about it.
but when u got home to blog you just forget how to express it.
and to make it a kick in the teeth you didn't manage to get a quick snap shot on the camera of those eyes.



anyways.

yeap i was sleeping and dreaming when suddenly this sound in my head tells me to blog something.
but hey you know what, i guess this bump on my head is really working.
i mean it's like a kick start for the brain engine or something.




i guess that's what you get for sleeping early for the first time in like how many weeks?!
i tell you i usually can't sleep early this days. i'll be up all night and start to sleep at 5 in the morning. Hence i'll wake up in the afternoon.
but a large dosage of reading a book and watching that Starship Troopers 2 made me put to bed way better than when i counted sheeps.
you might be thinking what me read a book?! yeah i've started to read again.
just to make myself not be too stupid. cos i'm beginning to feel like one already. After watching Joh Nash and Howard Hughes. Damn..
and no amount of those rifle rat-a-tat-tat and what-nots could make me awake either.
that is by far the most boring movie i have ever seen.
I mean come'on.. with all those rifles, bomb and aliens attacking you.. should make u feel intested right?
and still to be able to make me fall asleep.
that is really a hit on its backside.
even the most stagnant, biographical plot of a movie did not make me fall asleep.
cos i love A Beautiful Mind. Like John Nash is so bright it made me feel all those learning in school is gone to waste. Nevermind of his schizopheranic.
and The Aviator. Howard Hughes really impresses with his love for avionics. and rekindled my love for planes.
But Starship Troopers 2?! It look so bad that it made the first one look like an Oscar winner.



Anyway, for some reason i dreamt of watching the Ellen Degeneres talk show. LIVE.
I really think it's because i did'nt watch any today.
lol!
Anyways the dream is so odd that i ended up playing games on the gameboy.
Why is it odd?

cos..













I don't have a gameboy!

ok I did not have any attention to blog at all.
'cos this brain of mine has no idea or light bulb whatsoever
to light up this blog of mine with an entry.


but suddenly at 1.55am about approx 15 minutes ago this brain of mine was given the kick start it needs.
and i saw this big light bulb on top of my head.
so now im blogging.
why?
how come?
Here goes..


This days I'm having kinda eating irregularities or disorders or whatever.
Well exactly at 12 midnight, I'll suddenly have an irrefusable(if there's such a word) urge to munch on something. eat something. or drink something.
so i go to the kitchen and find myself some snack.
now it's gets tricky cos ive two small kids in the house and trust me if you buy some goodies and leave it in the open, poof its gone the next day!
so ill try to find chocolates or bread spread with nutella or some crackers.
or my personal favourite Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream. Amen!

So about 15 minutes ago i went to the kitchen for the umpteenth time to wash my hands and my face after my lovely "meal" before i head back to sleep.
And since i did not wanna create a scene i didnt switch on the lights..
And when i thought i reached the sink and reached out the taps...



BAMMMM!!!!



There goes my forehead head-butting the cupboard door.
Now who open the cupboard and didn't close it!!
Well there's a cupboard above my sink for the dishes and bowls and stuff..
And now there's a BUMP on my forehead.

Anyhoots this bump on my head is making me angry.
to which reminds me of someone who isn't happy at the moment.
cos i asked what's bugging her tt she's not sleeping now and she answered "Anger".

Anyhoots Bumps and Anger is such a pain in the ass.
Or in my case... to the head!


Pfffftttt !!!

1 Syawal hasn't gone exactly the way it was supposed to be.
The way it should has always been.
The way it must always be.
They way I like it to be.
The way all of us would like it to be.
They way my family has always celebrated it since my childhood.
Since as long as i can remember really celebrating my first Raya.
Oh childhood. I yearn for you to come back.
For me to relive the glory days.
Without all these aches.
Where all we only care for is Raya, kuih, ketupat and duit Raya.
But kids these days aren't how I used to be.
Sincerity. Honesty. Love. True Pure Love.
It was natural back then.
But today it just had to be different.

Why must there always be unforeseen circumstances?
Why can't we just know that it is the wrong move?
And avoid doing it at all.
Why are we to find out only sooner later?
When sooner later milk will have become yogurt where even I, a yogurt lover, wouldn't even think of drinking it at all.

And why some people just have to volunteer to be idiots?
Is this some kind of National call up where there just has to be idiots?
Can't even tell what's right and what's wrong?
Believe in someone else's talk than to confront it yourself?
I,hereby today with the power bestowed on me, proclaim you Staff Sergeant Idiot.
Why Staff Sergeant you might ask? 'Cos your qualifications can only get you that far.
With a Certificate in Idiocracy, you might get to Master Sergeant.
But, i repeat, just might.

Anyway,
Wishing everybody,



Everybody who reads this,





Which means you reading this..yea you,





SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
MOHON MAAF MINTA AMPUN
SEGALA SALAH SILAP
- TATA BAHASA
- TINGKAH LAKU
- dan, erm, segala yang bersama bangsa dan bersekutu dengannya

'cos I'm just Human.
And we all yearn to improve.



ya Allah,

please drag us all back into the Light

your Light

for we have all strayed

and sinned

into Darkness

do show us

when we have crossed the line

but please show your Mercy

for we are weak

broken, tattered and bones

and all i yearn for

is for your Guidance

your Grace

and your Love

for me never to wrong more

you know you miss someone when you
keep playing that same song over and over again.
right?


wrong!


it's not just that song.
it's that song.


yea you've been missed.
yea you. not you! jangan prasan.
it's you. yea you *points at you*

im sick of my pc.stupid stupid pc!! ive been disconnected from msn repeatedly and it's driving me nuts!! blardy heck. i need to put a new pc on my wishlist... but den again it mite be always be a wish. cos no money due to no work. and no work equals no money. so back to square one im being frustrated again. although i cant believe my pentium 2 is still working here today in 2007...i still blardy need a new pc !

anyways since ive ord-ed ( lor~) .. ive been sitting at home selling grapes. and it is not been profiting. nor isit getting any sales. plus the fact im turning nocturnal this fasting month. awake at night. and sleeping in the day. ok now i hear people saying ohhh kan tak bagos tido time puasa~, but i cant sleep at night. insomniac? i dono.. so usually my day starts after buka~ makan makan masjid masjid and then when i get home tv's my companion till sahur. kan bagos hidop? chet langsung tak best!

i need a job people. a sensible good paying job. but i cant find any. hmm..i need to sell myself if i dont find one.
once i've a job i guess no more late nights. back to usual timing schedule.
becos dis is blardy unhealthy !

FM Channel: amcam ada paham tak? tak paham? macam paham lar you!

for the first time in my life,i ate oysters. raw.
well i only ate one. so one oyster.
like the one in mr. bean's series.
yes the oysters he fell sick on. those kind.

i told dian that it tastes like pudding.
but it sure taste like sea water.
and lemon has never been so tasty!
one to wipe away the smell.
and second to wipe away the taste.
second serving? well ill stick to fish instead..

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

FM channal: fffreeeeddooooommmmmm like finallyy hereee alreadyy !!!!! yahuuuuu!

EH ESOK HARI APA?

ehem.. YEAHNESS!

FM Channel: can you smell it? ffffrrreee.....

under the roof of turmoil, anger and solitary,
i found happiness giving a young soul a Parker pencil..

FM channel: knock a door, run

22.D.A.N.C.E

do the D.A.N.C.E 1 2 3 4 fight!
stick to the B.E.A.T get ready to ignite
you were such a P.Y.T catching all the lights
just easy as ABC that's how we make it right!

do the DANCE do the DANCE
the way you move is a mystery
do the DANCE!!
You're always there for music and me ~

oh just do the DANCE.
disco inferno ~

saw a kandang babi. with cages. and babis. period.
lets just say retro is the way..

FM Channel: Under the spotlights Neither black nor white

it has come and it will start and it will be gone.

i think i need a new fresh warm towel.

Yey! Eric and Danielle won! woohoo!

An arctic monkey paid us a visit from the wild today. damn cute lil thing.
yes even tho its normal to see these creatures in the zoo..
but too see it right in front of you in your camp?!
tremendous!
we threw em a boiled nut.
he ate it after splitting it in half.
we threw him another.
and he turned his butt on us.
very very nice butt.
and we named him boy.
just had a feeling its a male.
so we played with it for awhile.
running after em.
before the crows started to surround and attack it.
maybe some territorial issues.
oh we caught him eating combat ration cookies.
if only he had performed a song for us.
I bet you look good on the dance floor perhaps?

FM channel: so much for tryin'

it hurts alot. like a brainstorm.

one day you feel it's all worth it..
and the next, you feel it shouldn't have been.

to self-control.
even when the whole world is against you.
'cos most of the time.
it's just you and me against the world.

hace mucho,mucho tiempo.
while i relax myself to this song.
from the hurt.
it does alot, alot of time...

FM channel: swing to this lullaby

it never boiled so hard.
and when it did.
the only one who got scald is the one who boiled it.

but they fail to ponder.
what made us change?

FM channel: argumentative. now you've got it face on.

and he said to him, "Now go get a gun and blow off my mind. And let me be reborn without all this evil."

He points the gun to his head,
Looks at him in the eye..
Time stood still.
Sweat pauses in mid air.
But he just couldn't squeeze the trigger.

"You're already dead yourself", and walks away..

final destination. vivid.

to the right,
lies a truck
to the left
lies a metal barrier
where should you go?
what should you do?
what if you can only see?
and have no power to it
when you're stuck in between
sandwiched between two strong holds
at a speed of death
just grind your teeth and pray
pray that you're safe
pray that you're protected
pray that a miracle happen
for if lady death comes upon you
it's all too late..
then it all comes down
he sped up
swerve to left once
swerve to right once
and swerve to the left twice
and we're out of it
phew.. *degup degup degup jantungku*

FM channel: the one where death showed its face

Beautiful,i just want you to know, you're my favourite girl...

This weekend ended too fast. abruptly fast.
too fast too furious to be true.
Tuition,football,movie..and poof!
I hate fast weekends.
Hate! Hate! Hate..!
and tomorrow im back to work.
i hate work.
Hate! Hate! Hate..!
And here i am watching "Adaptations"
Beautiful movie.
Beautiful story.
Beautiful Orchids.
Some looked like turtles.
Some looked like monkeys.
Some looked like bees.
Some looked like teachers.
Some looked like mid-age wives.
Some looked like executives.
And some looked like you.
Looked Beautiful.

Extracted from Adaptations.
"We're all one thing, Lieutenant. That's what I've come to realize. Like cells in a body. 'Cept we can't see the body. The way fish can't see the ocean. And so we envy each other. Hurt each other. Hate each other. How silly is that? A heart cell hating a lung cell."

how true..

which moves on to a movie i saw earlier in the afternoon..

"Fail Safe"

Superb screenplay. Superb story.
and how true.
Remaked from the movie of the same name made in '64.
And remaked in Black and White. Beautiful.
About American planes are sent to deliver a nuclear attack on Moscow, but it's a mistake due to an electrical malfunction. Can all-out war be averted?

Worth watching movie. i think everybody should watch this.
And it was by fate that i manage to watch this.
Funny how fate and destiny can lead you to surprises.

How Mankind depend on machines so much. How they thought machines are perfect.
Well if Man isnt perfect..how can things they build be perfect?
And you might never know when machines decide to have a technical break.
And leading consequences. Action and Reaction.

Altogether the weekends been good.
I'm positive.
and only fools are positive.
But how am i sure?
cos im positive.

FM channel: Hear the sound of explosions from the north east. The sky is very bright. All lit up. [and the phone melts and high pitched whining sound was heard]

you make the choice, don't let the choice make you..

and here i am typing this utterly bloody nonsense and tommyrot..
whilst squatting on my chair. yes.

FM channel: cray zei

if you made a mistake that someone else had to pay for it..
will you wait for a second chance or let the second chance wait for you?

decision action reaction..

FM channel: ponder pondi cherri

enjet enjet semot has never been given this much fresh breath of air

>> Enjet Enjet Semot <<

in another language..
INI VIDEO MESTI TENGOK PUNYERRRR!!!!

FM channel: pinch pinch ants, who in pain go up..

I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And how can we win
When fools can be kings
Don't waste your time
Or time will waste you

No one's gonna take me alive
The time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive

I just want to hold you in my arms
My life
You electrify my life

FM channel: Extinction of Rubylions in 200 years

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
I dream a dream she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye

Why Why Why Why?

FM channel: All your dreams are made, When you're chained to the mirror and the razor blade.Today's the day that all the world will see