Saturday, October 13, 2007

1 Syawal hasn't gone exactly the way it was supposed to be.
The way it should has always been.
The way it must always be.
They way I like it to be.
The way all of us would like it to be.
They way my family has always celebrated it since my childhood.
Since as long as i can remember really celebrating my first Raya.
Oh childhood. I yearn for you to come back.
For me to relive the glory days.
Without all these aches.
Where all we only care for is Raya, kuih, ketupat and duit Raya.
But kids these days aren't how I used to be.
Sincerity. Honesty. Love. True Pure Love.
It was natural back then.
But today it just had to be different.

Why must there always be unforeseen circumstances?
Why can't we just know that it is the wrong move?
And avoid doing it at all.
Why are we to find out only sooner later?
When sooner later milk will have become yogurt where even I, a yogurt lover, wouldn't even think of drinking it at all.

And why some people just have to volunteer to be idiots?
Is this some kind of National call up where there just has to be idiots?
Can't even tell what's right and what's wrong?
Believe in someone else's talk than to confront it yourself?
I,hereby today with the power bestowed on me, proclaim you Staff Sergeant Idiot.
Why Staff Sergeant you might ask? 'Cos your qualifications can only get you that far.
With a Certificate in Idiocracy, you might get to Master Sergeant.
But, i repeat, just might.

Anyway,
Wishing everybody,



Everybody who reads this,





Which means you reading this..yea you,





SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
MOHON MAAF MINTA AMPUN
SEGALA SALAH SILAP
- TATA BAHASA
- TINGKAH LAKU
- dan, erm, segala yang bersama bangsa dan bersekutu dengannya

'cos I'm just Human.
And we all yearn to improve.



ya Allah,

please drag us all back into the Light
your Light
for we have all strayed
and sinned
into Darkness
do show us
when we have crossed the line
but please show your Mercy
for we are weak
broken, tattered and bones
and all i yearn for
is for your Guidance
your Grace
and your Love
for me never to wrong more

Saturday, October 06, 2007

you know you miss someone when you
keep playing that same song over and over again.
right?


wrong!


it's not just that song.
it's that song.


yea you've been missed.
yea you. not you! jangan prasan.
it's you. yea you *points at you*