Beautiful,i just want you to know, you're my favourite girl...

This weekend ended too fast. abruptly fast.
too fast too furious to be true.
Tuition,football,movie..and poof!
I hate fast weekends.
Hate! Hate! Hate..!
and tomorrow im back to work.
i hate work.
Hate! Hate! Hate..!
And here i am watching "Adaptations"
Beautiful movie.
Beautiful story.
Beautiful Orchids.
Some looked like turtles.
Some looked like monkeys.
Some looked like bees.
Some looked like teachers.
Some looked like mid-age wives.
Some looked like executives.
And some looked like you.
Looked Beautiful.

Extracted from Adaptations.
"We're all one thing, Lieutenant. That's what I've come to realize. Like cells in a body. 'Cept we can't see the body. The way fish can't see the ocean. And so we envy each other. Hurt each other. Hate each other. How silly is that? A heart cell hating a lung cell."

how true..

which moves on to a movie i saw earlier in the afternoon..

"Fail Safe"

Superb screenplay. Superb story.
and how true.
Remaked from the movie of the same name made in '64.
And remaked in Black and White. Beautiful.
About American planes are sent to deliver a nuclear attack on Moscow, but it's a mistake due to an electrical malfunction. Can all-out war be averted?

Worth watching movie. i think everybody should watch this.
And it was by fate that i manage to watch this.
Funny how fate and destiny can lead you to surprises.

How Mankind depend on machines so much. How they thought machines are perfect.
Well if Man isnt perfect..how can things they build be perfect?
And you might never know when machines decide to have a technical break.
And leading consequences. Action and Reaction.

Altogether the weekends been good.
I'm positive.
and only fools are positive.
But how am i sure?
cos im positive.

FM channel: Hear the sound of explosions from the north east. The sky is very bright. All lit up. [and the phone melts and high pitched whining sound was heard]

you make the choice, don't let the choice make you..

and here i am typing this utterly bloody nonsense and tommyrot..
whilst squatting on my chair. yes.

FM channel: cray zei

if you made a mistake that someone else had to pay for it..
will you wait for a second chance or let the second chance wait for you?

decision action reaction..

FM channel: ponder pondi cherri

enjet enjet semot has never been given this much fresh breath of air

>> Enjet Enjet Semot <<

in another language..
INI VIDEO MESTI TENGOK PUNYERRRR!!!!

FM channel: pinch pinch ants, who in pain go up..

I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And how can we win
When fools can be kings
Don't waste your time
Or time will waste you

No one's gonna take me alive
The time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive

I just want to hold you in my arms
My life
You electrify my life

FM channel: Extinction of Rubylions in 200 years

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
I dream a dream she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye

Why Why Why Why?

FM channel: All your dreams are made, When you're chained to the mirror and the razor blade.Today's the day that all the world will see

if only i didn't do what i did..
i could have been there.
if only i did what i didn't do..
i was just too little too late

Al Fateha to my yut, my great grandmother.. (1920-2006)

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

FM Channel: Hold up Hold on Don't be scared You'll never change what's been and gone

from a friend's blog. thought ill just share it with others.
i think this piece is really whacked! haha
enjoy..


FM Channel: commercial break...

now i think ill dedicate this entry to my two best buddies i have. hoho if you think im getting emotional and start to cry and praise them,you thought wrong. we're guys. so let's just make do with the kutok-ing.
so before i start..
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!

for the bike-riding to Esplanade, supper at Zam Zam's, soccer matches which we seem to always lose everytime i play(dammit am i a jinx or what?!), endless bollywood movies and clips yusoff tries to instill in us, shopping spree which ends up with nobody buying anything at all, the girls we used to admire and thought dammit we'll never get them, from the very much kental ,esp the mIRC days, to a (as YuS like to put it..) slightly cooler days right now...
THANKS A JAGAZILLIONAIRE dudes!


from the kental days.
from left: YuS ThE MaN(hoho!), semOtRed(HOHO!) and semOtOren(even louder hoho!)
notice YuS ThE MaN's fashion paux man. with that cap terbalik,sweater in what tropic country?, plus all d accesories.. No wonder he's the MAN!!!!



now slightly cooler days.
ok we're still kental. so what?!
geek chic is THE in thing at the moment. LOL!

\/ Peace to Dil Chata Hai!

FM channel: dil chata hai from the eyes of a little child

no thanks to a bug(buzzz) ive gotten the flu. had 2 days MC no less thanks to it. but it's a nice thing in a way i got to watch mtv all day long. hoho! oh well i've got a stinking parade rehearsal tomorrow no less.

but the weekend has been fun. yeah.

first up was friday night D&D at Bukit Batok Civil Service Club!
let's bring sexy back yeah!

with the She-Devils,Noris the Diva and Maia Lee in the house bebeh. lots of dancing,lots of ehem grinding? lots of photos. dont think ill post em up. too explicit. LOL!
but stinking tangan tak cebok,i didnt manage to get that Sony PSP lucky draw i was eyeing. dang..

Saturday was raya with the best buddies and their repective partners minus Awal and me. so me and Awal were a couple for the day. hoho!


and Sunday was with my Nadi Kesenianeans minus my 2 lovers who apparently had to ditch me!!! yes you Kin and you Zah!



no less i got to meet them d other weekend at Zah's open house..


so yeah it has been a wild weekend. non stop outing for me. thus the flu bug. thanks to the gallons of oren,tonnes of food and the travelling. but peace we'll still carry on..we'll carry on...

FM channel: sex,booze and rock and roll? nahh more of sexy,oren and loads of cheekis!

i asked a good bud of mine about why am i having such heart luck.
he replied "maybe God just want to save you."
haha maybe quite true enough. oh well...



the family, kids plus bibik.
danish just cant keep still hence d blurred face.


still cant keep still..


perfect!

FM channel: hai duit raya lupa nak diberi~

Ooh tomorrow's the Day!
Selamat Hari Raya Eid Fitri to all. Apologies for all d wrongs,sins,crimes,annoyance,irritation etc. I've ever caused to every single soul that knows me,knows you and the don't knows yous and mes.

Time can pass very fast when you just start to savour the moment.
I thought the first day of fasting was just yesterday.
Ok no it was a month ago. I remember persevering not to break fast when all the rest around me did. Especially after a run around the camp. Followed by a gym session. Followed by soccer. Followed by the endless repairing of junk trucks. Followed by a 3km walk out of camp. Followed by a 15 minutes walk from interchange to home. Followed by the endless speech on the radio. And then comes the Azan.

But time can be very slow when you're bored.
Was thinking..
I remember that never-ending in-flight information screen that tells passengers how far they've come, and how many miles remain. It's so sloooooowwwwwwwwwwww. Stare at it intently enough and time goes backwards. And do we really need to know that the outside temperature is -59 degrees Fahrenheit? Does this information comfort us with the knowledge that should we crash and somehow survive, death by exposure willbe swift and merciful? Also, Celcius conversion seems unnecessary,as around -59, electrons probably crawl to a stop, like Ping-Pong balls on a basement floor. Ok, i know it's 222.6 degrees Kelvin,-50.56 degrees Celcius.

FM channel: Eid Mubarak.

someone just taught me good stuff..

preun bok wa khun pen khon ngaai ngaai... jing reu plao tirak?
hohoho.

today better be a good day.
no it better be a glorious gorgeous day.
let's pray.
altogether now...

FM channel: if hope is a myth, then what's magic?

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t reach my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart

All the world's a stage and the men and women are merely players
Then whom does mine belong to?

FM Channel: My Heart

Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?
I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

You set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Cos' MSN Messenger is being a supermassive arsehole..
wargh!

heard Muse coming..true?or not?

FM channel: The Unintended Supermassive Blackhole

dont be afraid, maybe its our fate
just wait and see im gonna shout about it
its just you and me against the world
don't waste the time for tomorrow

hey digital
you're nothing but a bitch on strings
you'll be back milking cows before you cash the cheque
I'll just wait around till you fade away like the rest
like the best of the best

do you understand my monologue?
These are the words of the unsophisticated money machines

FM channel: so let's put them aside..let the worries behind us

i realised ive not updated for near 2 mths.aint tt cool or wart!
being missing is kinda cool. n getting emersed in work.tuition.work.ndp.work.work.work.tuition.ndp.

talking bout ndp..
lotsa goofing around. lotsa perspiring around. not forgetting eye candies.
part touching time President acknowledged our salute.

and then d celebration! and the off days i accumulated!

and celebration reminds me of Teacher's Day.
Happy Teacher's Day to all Teachers. -.-"
not tt im one. but teaching in a tuition centre makes me one. i guess..


some of the things kids do..

damn dis entry is boring.. oh well ill try someting else next time...

FM channel: Teacher Teaches Teachings

i hate humidity.
humidity feels like hundreds of strangers touching you.

FM channel: it's getting hott in herre.

im getting tired at this.
too tired.
jaded.
i think im succumbed to this fate.
why. why.
you're teasing me.

oh and i got myself a novel.
jPod by Douglas Coupland.
no idea why i got myself a book.
Mom's cool with the idea.
she thinks im getting in touch with my intellectual roots.

Promiscuous girl
Wherever you are
I’m all alone
And it's you that I want

Roses are red
Some diamonds are blue
Chivalry is dead
But you're still kinda cute

FM channel: Promiscous. I be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent

and i would wish
upon a star
but that star
it doesn't shine..
so read my book
with a boring ending
a short story
of a sorry life..

and when i wake you
i'll be the first thing you see
and your eyes shall never set free
from me

FM channel: unpredictable complexity