myth.

myth
· n.
1 a traditional story concerning the early history of a people or explaining a natural or social phenomenon, and typically involving supernatural beings or events.
2 a widely held but false belief. Ø a fictitious person or thing. Ø an exaggerated or idealized conception of a person or thing.
– DERIVATIVES mythic adj. mythical adj. mythically adv.
– ORIGIN C19 (earlier (C17) as mythic): from mod. L. mythus, via late L. from Gk muthos.

myths as we know are just stories. stories that we hoped would happen. we hoped there would be unicorns. we hoped there would be a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow. we hoped that there would be flying and talking dragons like the sean connery voice-alike dragon in Dragonheart. we hoped there would be care bears. spiderman. the x-men. smurfs. characters from enid blyton's books. and so on. but as we know they're all myths. fictional characters. fictional stories.

but myths won't be myths without hoping. we hope for world peace. we hope for bush not to wear an iPod inside his suit. we hope for everything to go smoothly. we hope for perfection. we hope for money to rain form the sky. we hope for so many things. but did they ever go as we want them to be or as we hoped ? these are myths. it will continue to be myths.

point is, hope is just a mythical word.

hope
· n.
1 a feeling of expectation and desire. Ø a person or thing that gives cause for hope. Ø grounds for hoping.
2 archaic a feeling of trust.
3 a mythical word.
· v. expect and desire. Ø intend if possible to do something.
– PHRASES hope against hope cling to a mere possibility. not a (or some) hope informal no chance at all.
– DERIVATIVES hoper n.
– ORIGIN OE hopa (n.), hopian (v.), of Gmc origin.

Bush with an iPod. A sign of hope?

bore. bored. boredom. boredified. borey. boreful. borefully. im so bored.

d title says it all. im so freaking bored. nothing to do. work starts in 1 more week. stupid me didnt clarify what i meant by "i can start probably next wk". n she tot it was 1 more week. i want to start today for goodness! nevermind. can go do something for for 1 more week before work starts. hmm "something". what can i do with something...?*

cash running lower n lower. unsurprisingly. although im not sure how low it can run either. craving so many things. argh. food. shoes. clothes. mp3 player**. new computer. food. hopefully i can save more with my pay this time round. hopefully.***

hmm thinking what i should do now. pondering my choices..
1. bathe. eat. gym.
2. bathe. eat. sleep.
3. bathe. eat. tv.
4. bathe. eat. xbox.
5. bathe. eat.

one thing's for sure. all of the choices have me do an important thing. what time is it anyway...****

* nothing! argh!!
** my birthday's on the 23 june. but that's not the point. felt like saying it.
*** what can hope do.. hah!
**** something sure smells fishy around here.. what can it be uh?

woke up dear have you? nearly whole day yesterday u did sleep. hoo.

voices in the head

a crazy weekend.
all ups and downs. like the roller coaster i took on saturday.
up and downs. like the path i rode on my bike on monday.
out of sorts. sorted out.
its funny. i wasn't thinking of anything. but my head hurts. funny. haha.

too many voices in my head.
cant even recognise them. who r u all?
damn those voices.
stop talking. all of you. go away.

my fault. ur fault. our fault. nobody's fault.
probably. probably not.
im not here. ur not here. but we're here. funny. haha.

yesterday. the past.
today. the present.
tomorrow. thr future.
everybody has pasts.
don regret about the pasts.
it's there. work on it. improve it. for tomorrow.
tomorrow where the future happens.
work it. build it. dream it.
but don forget about today. the present. the most important.
cos without today, there's no tomorrow.

love you. true. always. yesterday. today. tomorrow.


boxcar racers - tiny voices
i've been all pinched up since saturday
i've run my self dry of excellence
16 long years in-hale the bullshit in
whatever i said on saturday
whatever i did i'll do it all again
19 marks up walls
each year one short fall of

tiny voices, make things harder
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down

what is this for ex-parking lot
the dreamers go buy they never stop
20 plus 5 in let the youth cave in

tiny voices, make things harder
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down

tiny voices make things harder
tiny voices make things harder
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down

sorry just dont solve it all

Feeling a bit emo right now. and the funny thing is i am really not quite sure why and for god-knows-what reason. probably this dinodi-cinta tragika have been traumatising me lately.*
anyway since my dear cheri is sleeping right now, i could type out abit on what i was thinking a couple of seconds ago... hee..**

So i was thinking of all those small fights, big quarrels, cool arguments, chilli hot differences, those punches u gave me, those kisses and pecks i gave u back*** that we had in our already 1 yr plus long being together****. well most of them were caused by me of course. i started it. and i admit it. heh~. *****

Anyway for all those disagreements that we had one party ended up saying the problem-solver word "sorry". As a kid, that magic word sure comes in handy for mom n dad.... anyway back to the point.. thinking back, after saying it, we would end up in the same situation again probably the next night. it's true that all relationships have ups and downs. and i realised i kinda cherished those downs that we had. it felt like it made us,or atleast one party, stronger.

i think i've said sorry more times than the number of hair on gandhi's head. yes i really meant the sorries that i said but maybe its not enough. well for me. maybe it's time i atleast do something extraordinary for her. probably pick her up and fly her to the top of eiffel tower? or capture that unicorn for her to keep as a pet? or give her a trip around the world on a yacht? or buy her those designer shoes she's been craving about? or how about dinner by the sea in the white sands of tenerife? or maybe just do something simple and sweet for her.......

Well that's for me to figure out... ******

* Sesingkat waktu itu, aku masih... dammit there goes the song in my head again.. argh!
** Beware to all, this could get pretty jiwang. =p
*** hey it's true! i don hit her back ! weee~
**** hoorah !
***** not sure what's this asterisk is for but i like the 5 stars
****** yeah right...

puppy cig. puppy respect. can puppy get lost

puppy*!!! i shud never have given too much puppy respect to u. no puppy point i gave my respect to u. what did u puppy gave me? puppy-hole! i gave tt puppy small respect to u, n wat u gave me?! u puppy put ur bloody puppy smelly feet on my head!! take tt puppy cig n shove it up ur mother puppy hole !!!!!! u even puppy dare to do tt puppy shit to my face!! what the puppy?! what i'm invisible or what !!??!! i puppy shit gave u my respect n wat did u puppy did to it !! get ur mother puppy self away before ill puppy shove a puppy stick up ur puppy puppy-hole!!! u can puppy get lost. u just lost my puppy respect, dude.

*Due to ratings advisory, all explicit words have been changed to the word - puppy.

another chapter begins..

ok life in temasek poly is nearly over now. ive now officially finished with my diploma. ive now officially done with involvements in school. i tink

pentas is over! and i tot we all put up a good show. applaud~
nadi sentosa outing was great! too bad there were no pics to share.. best moment: sazly being warned by the lifeguard. haha!

announcements:
> graduated from TP with dip. in Telecommunications
> zah is now d new head of nadi! hahaha. all d best to u guys
> i'm gg for a holiday to tekong on 10th september. yeah! finally an overseas holiday! hmpf..

to nadi peeps. have an exciting days ahead! nice working with all of ya!