sorry just dont solve it all

Feeling a bit emo right now. and the funny thing is i am really not quite sure why and for god-knows-what reason. probably this dinodi-cinta tragika have been traumatising me lately.*
anyway since my dear cheri is sleeping right now, i could type out abit on what i was thinking a couple of seconds ago... hee..**

So i was thinking of all those small fights, big quarrels, cool arguments, chilli hot differences, those punches u gave me, those kisses and pecks i gave u back*** that we had in our already 1 yr plus long being together****. well most of them were caused by me of course. i started it. and i admit it. heh~. *****

Anyway for all those disagreements that we had one party ended up saying the problem-solver word "sorry". As a kid, that magic word sure comes in handy for mom n dad.... anyway back to the point.. thinking back, after saying it, we would end up in the same situation again probably the next night. it's true that all relationships have ups and downs. and i realised i kinda cherished those downs that we had. it felt like it made us,or atleast one party, stronger.

i think i've said sorry more times than the number of hair on gandhi's head. yes i really meant the sorries that i said but maybe its not enough. well for me. maybe it's time i atleast do something extraordinary for her. probably pick her up and fly her to the top of eiffel tower? or capture that unicorn for her to keep as a pet? or give her a trip around the world on a yacht? or buy her those designer shoes she's been craving about? or how about dinner by the sea in the white sands of tenerife? or maybe just do something simple and sweet for her.......

Well that's for me to figure out... ******

* Sesingkat waktu itu, aku masih... dammit there goes the song in my head again.. argh!
** Beware to all, this could get pretty jiwang. =p
*** hey it's true! i don hit her back ! weee~
**** hoorah !
***** not sure what's this asterisk is for but i like the 5 stars
****** yeah right...