boiling point yet endorphins on a high

its fucking irritating tt some people think they are so good they cant accept criticism and move on and do something about it. and all they do is give fucking stupid reasons. fucking shit. yes humans make mistakes. but with this kind of continuing attitude, humans will make mistakes till the end of time. fucking hell shit bloody sia hamba koo ke nyeng kweng kuo!

strive for perfection lah kanna!
even if there is no such thing as perfection.. there's something as close to perfection and that's something to be proud of and not some cock up thingy!

if this continues that's the end of everything. so much for we working so hard to give the platform you are in now.

if you think so highly of yourself, fucking hell get out of that slug bed of yours and get out there and do someting about it. fuck up attitude. no way is help gonna come if this attitude carries on. fun yes. but there's time to work. time management. ever heard of that? go read up time management for dummies lah fuck.

and i only have 2 words for this kind of things.
faaaaaark it.

anyway the weekend has been good for me. been absolutely fabolos.
thanks to ..
enlightening by zah.
pyo-pyoing with kin.
where's wally-ing with irfan.
recollecting with jaja.

and i met my 2 bestest friends in secondary school in town.
i miss both of you hotty darlings! even though i doubt u guys can read this. hah!
sigh should call them up for catching up...

and fried mars with vanilla ice cream is ohhhh heaven and earth.
it melts in your mouth not in your hands
close your eyes and imagine
imagine the combi of warm fried mars with vanilla and chocolate syrup..
as u feel the warm crunchy fried mars melting in your mouth
and the vanilla ice cream with its cold tingling feeling in your teeth
slowly it meshes together..
creating a high explosion endorphin level within you
as you savour every moment
and noone nobody nothing can take that moment of erotic orgasm..
and slowly..the crunchy mars..chocolaty taste..cool vanilla..
slowly slides down your throat..
and when i wake you
i'll be the first thing you see
and you'll realise that you love me..

fried mars vanilla ice cream..
im gonna miss you
but ill come and get you

To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me

FM channel: A Midsummer Night's Dream

its Saturday!
its here again! im not working yeah!
and i did my normal routine.. the newspapers..the tv..slug into my blanket again..
and suddenly..
HOTCAKES!
and its already 11am.. great..!
ive just have to wait for tomoro den..sighs..
i have to get my hotcakes before a week of endless overtime without pay and offs starts!

ever felt the feeling..
as u wake up in the morning
ever felt there's just so much things tt needs to be done
yet you just slug into ur own bed..
ur laziness sinks in
as you tuck urself
under ur blanket..
the warmth feeling
as you put ur hands under ur pillow
and look towards the window
you saw the blue sky
and know itll be a good day..
well this is what made me miss my hotcakes! -.-"

anyway take a look at this kitten...


Cy, short for Cyclops, a kitten born with only one eye and no nose, is shown in this photo provided by its owner in Redmond, Ore., on Dec. 28. The kitten, a ragdoll breed, which died after living for one day, was one of two in the litter. Its sibling was born normal and healthy.

more reports here

How extraordinary..

My heart is as frail as a dove
And my spirit is as weak as a rose
See my sorrow, feel my pain
You're my refuge, You're my reason,
My strength in this beautiful place
That's where I find God
-The Afters - You -

FM channel: nevermin...oh just goblocks world..

i miss eating hotcakes.
i want to eat hotcakes.
i miss. i want. i eat.
i hotcakes.
i want hotcakes.
yes its 1238am and im craving for hotcakes.
i had an interesting idea to blog about just then.
but after falling asleep and awaken by a phone call.
i forgot what i blog idea-ed about.
-.-"
now im writing this worthless,pointless entry..
just to tell the whole world im craving hotcakes.
is this a hint?
and yeah today i can sleep soundly.
cos it made my day!
after a day of gruesome work.
after a day of last minute fault findings.
after a day of sweat and downpour.
it made my day!
i want my hotcakes!
one day ill be with you.
yes you hotcakes.

FM channel: nevermindagoblocks. but mind the hotcakes pls.

you know when you're at work..
and d workload u have just seems so annoyingly alot..
and you just want to be away from the computer and have fun?
well receiving workloads havent been much easier..



anyway here's some stuff bout ur bizarre bodily functions....

What are pins and needles?
Everyone has experienced that sharp tingling sensation in the toes, legs or fingers at some time or another. Pins and needles, or parasthesia, as they are known, generally come about due to pressure on a nerve that is close to the skin surface. Common pins and needles 'hot spots' include the elbow, when the 'funny bone' nerve is subjected to pressure, and the calf or foot from pressure on the nerve below the knee. In the same way, when, for example, we stand up after sitting in a particular position for a long time and our legs appear to have 'gone to sleep', this is the result of a nerve being compressed and then bouncing back into shape.

Why do your body jerk when you're falling asleep?
Ever been just about to drift off into a blissfully deep sleep when suddenly you feel like you are falling, and your body jerks in shock? What you have experienced is called a 'hypnic jerk'. This often occurs during very light sleep, when your body temperature drops - your heart slows down and your conscious brain gradually relinquishes control of your muscles. The general consensus is that this brain activity can make your larger muscles contract, and that, as your body twitches, another part of your brain invents a 'mini-dream' in which you are falling off a cliff, for example. So, next time you wake up with a 'sleep start', just remember it's simply your body's way of telling your muscles to chill.

FM channel: orbiting across galaxy

this world is full of nevermindagoblocks.
atleast the world im living in.

now for all the shit i do for you
for the little peanuts u give
is this how u repay?
stooppid
simply stoopid
ive never lived in a much more stoopid world than this.
but i know this cud be the stoopidest of all
fuck accuse if u dare
may the right prevail,
the accused be victorious
and YOU be stoopid for eternity

FM channel: the nevermindagoblocks world