Sunday, October 02, 2005

So Puasa starts next week on wednesday.
Selamat menyambut Ramadhan to all.
Coincidentally first day puasa ive a 4km march.
how cool. mental toughness gonna be stretched to d max.
cos its d first day!
lets pray i can make it.
cos paying back puasa is dreader den puasa during Ramadhan itself.
Perseverence!

Im so happy Ramadhan has come.finally.
Love Ramadhan.
Pure White Month.

oh thanks zah for d comel comment on my botak head.
cute word.
comel.
paling comel.

Just wanna share a song...
current fav...

Peter Pan - Kupu-Kupu Malam

Ada yang benci dirinya
Ada yang butuh dirinya
Ada yang perlu tuk mencintanya
Ada pula yang kejam menyiksa dirinya

Ini hidup wanita si kupu-kupu malam
Bekerja bertaruh seluruh jiwa raga
Bibir senyum kata harus merayu memanja
Kepada setiap mereka yang datang

Dosakah yang dia kerjakan
Sucikah mereka yang datang
Kadang dia tersenyum dalam tangis
Kadang dia menangis di dalam senyuman

Oo apa yang terjadi terjadilah
Yang dia tahu Tuhan penyayang umatNya
Oo apa yang terjadi terjadilah
Yang dia tahu hanyalah menyambung nyawa

currently happy ! i dono why im happy for ! but i am! yeah !
this happens when u do nothing on book out day.
oh well. booking in back...
neverneverland.

FM channel: peter pan. recruit peter pan.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

ended song, new song, endless song?

1130 hours! this recruit of yours will be reporting for duty at neverneverland.
and ill be training up to be peter pan!
Recruit Peter Pan!
all dress up in green ! with a green cap! green socks! green boots! green clothes!
dis better be fun!
and ill have tinkerbelle as a buddy!
ill be learning to fly ~

found out an interesting fact today after listening to my countless mp3s so that i wont miss them.
each song have an ending.
weird. but i want a song with no ending.
cos each time i listen a love song, a happy song, a sad song, a dying song, a marriage song n even songs by elmo..it all have endings. and endings are heartbreaking.

i hate endings. endings break people's hearts.
not that my own life will have an ending too. but that's another story..

your song has ended.
can i ever find my neverending song?
im closer to find neverneverland though..

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me. Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my open ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world

Jai guru de va, jai guru de va


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im leaving one realm for another. neverneverland.

but ill just leave another door open for you. just in case. no,no,no don't lie..

FM channel : recruit kiky

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

top 10..

boredom is beginning to sink into me. im so bored even money cant buy me out of this situation. i thought not working ill be able to do something fun. well i guess im wrong.
ive been eating breakfast for 3 days in a row. in my sleep. way fun..

anyway last sunday was my officially last day working at the wet theme park. altho ill be working just one more day on teachers day just to kill d fun. i think.

ask me out somebody?! you? yes you!

after working in the guest services department, ive realised how irritating humans can be. yeap including me. im an irritated irritant right now. get close and ill be irritating your irritate.
so i did a list of the top 10 most irritating as a wet theme park guest services staff.

the top 10 most irritating working at the wet theme park

10. Guests who keep coming to the wrong refund booth even when directed. After much wastage of our saliva, they keep comin back to ask again. i said "walk straight,turn left and you'll see a top up booth." and they just walked straight and end up at sakura buffet restaurant. yar refund it there fool.

9. Guests who do not understand the meaning of Park Closed. even when the rides are all closed, they just loved that place do they. we, staff, hate it and want to go home. close at 7! not 8! sleep in the toilet if u want, fool.

8. Constantly telling guests to go through the right Exit turnstile. Even when the Exit sign is visible even by an ant. the sign is really that visible. all you have to do i to look 20 degrees up. that isnt much of a chore aint it? fool.

7. Questions such as "if i go out, can i come in back?" even when there's a sign "Re-Entry". and there's an even bigger sign saying "Do not forget to get your Re-Entry stamp". Fools.

6. "If i'm not playing do i need to pay?" -.-" sure, i'll marry your daughter, but don't worry i wont be having any child with her. can i not pay? sure, ill just walk into the cinema for free cos i wont be watching the movie. sure ill just walk into every place and say i wont be doing anything can i just come in for free..

5. "If i come in , can i play all?" Yes, which is why we stated unlimited access to all rides.

4. Why is the locker only one time usage? because it isn't yours. need i say the F word again. sure. fool.

3. "Why not you change the picture of the pamplet to a beautiful girl? This is a picture of a fat ass!". i hate to admit but i've to agree with the guest this time round. with a beer belly and some unsightly hairs, cant they get any beautiful bikini girl as the front cover. don't believe me? just take a pampjlet at the entrance.

2. How much is the maximum top up? $500. and their eyes will be beaming with shock. love their reaction. if only i could take a picture of it.


but my favourite irritating question of all is.......jeng jeng jeng...


1. When will the lightning/rain stop? arggggghhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear each time i wanted to pick up the phone infront of the guest. and call God to ask. "so God, when would you like to stop this lightning and rain?" infinite foolness. extreme foolity. do i look like God to you?


FM channel: shittsy kiky

Friday, August 19, 2005

lotsa lotsa ideas. and nothing to write.

the title says all. ive been having alot of ideas to blog about. ALOT.
too many. tt if i dont start writing it down once i think of it,itll all go down the drain.
or maybe i just chose not to write it here. haiyah.

down the drain. hmm sounds familiar..

anyway to you #1,
be strong.
insyaallah ull find ur path.
pray hard.
have faith.

oh reality hurts.

and to you #2,
may d light be there in times of need.
and itll light up ur darkness.

gracias para adorarme to #1 and #2.

mueve en una opcion?

FM channel: huh? whose radio is this anyway?

Sunday, August 14, 2005

so we...

So we..
walk to the left
as we walk to the right
as we walk as we walk as we walk all night.
on the heels and the toes
and the halfway turn.
on the heels and the toes
and a new friend found?...

so i walked. and i walked. all the way back home.
alone.
tampines to bedok north. cool eii.
well i had motorists,buses and cars accompanying me all along.
kinda perspiring.
only realized till i got home.
walked until perspire.
i should stop before i get thinner.
and i am already one. haiz.
perspire all over. body. hands. face. eyes.
wet wet wet ! just like the term foreigners call wild wild wet.

but wasnt tired. maybe just a tingling painful feeling on my calfs. haha.
adrenaline rush they say.
i say adrenaline crush.

Menanti Sebuah Jawapan - Padi, Soundtrack of Violet Ungu

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

a lovely song.
well..
have i got the answer?
y 57.1 .drocer dlrow lanosrep .emit kcolc .tsilanif gnisol .ecalp tsal

Cuz kiky doesn't know,
kiky doesn't know,
kiky doesn't know,
kiky doesn't know.
So don't tell kiky.
kiky doesn't knoooooow....
DON'T TELL KIKY!

hehe. crazy fellow..

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

given.

What if there was no lie
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life
What if I got it wrong
And no poet or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong

FM channel: kiky,shittsy,dreamy. sorry,ur not included laffy.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

last days civilianhood

about 1 month left to civilianhood.
n im finally off to paradise island.
where most things are free,
except your body.
and mind.

speaking of free.
why do ppl trade time for money.
why do dey do tt when dey say dey're not after the world.
n dey criticise d ppl who are after bigger things.
when dey shud look upon themselves.
applies to all sort of life.
look upon thyself before thee look upon others.
why eh.
some ppl trade it for other things.
like for time? time for time. wth.
ill trade money for time if i cud,
n can someone trade time for me den.

just..
one...
more...
month....
isit too much to ask?

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me !


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aaaa...... aaaaaaaaaa... aaaaaaaaaa....... aaaaaaaa...... arghh!!!!!!!

FM channel: untitled.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

kungfu - war - hatred = music!

too much hatred in this blog lately. really. too much. this just wont do.

kiky this is too much! its just not u!
wasnt me! its shittsy! whoever u are!

and they said i don talk and sound real me like im cyber me. don't i? its me you know.
if i sound me, there's nothing to read.
why read me. when they can read me.

im beginning to hate watching the news. yes i do watch it.
im beginning to hate reading the newspaper. yes i read it.
im beginning to hate everything tt is so negative. everything bad! not that im not one of them. well im improving. improving in trying to improve.*whistles*
every page i turn. every news i watch. war. hatred. negativity. evil! damn satan.
can the world ever be in peace. probably another chapter after this world.


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kamehameha (good) vs kamehameha (evil)


battle between good and bad. positivity and negativity.
it'll never end do they..?


the world just need to stop and breathe for a minute!
breathe with me !
inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.inhale.oh just do it.

maybe the world needs some music.

Everybody was kung-fu fighting ~
Those cats were fast as lightning ~
In fact it was a little bit frightning ~
But they fought with expert timing ~
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And some dance.

FM channel: kung fu kiky! haiyak!

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Y is after Z.

after reading back my last entry, i realised noone understands except me i gez. haha. wat crap..

anyway to sum up, im angry at d letter Y for being before Z. from now on d alphabet for me goes like dis...

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXZY..

this way im way ahead of u. hah!
by now u must be thinking im stupid or wateva..


well..
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just feeling....

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angry ! effed up! wargh !!

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and kamehameha you to hell!!

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FM channel: super saiyan shittsy

Saturday, July 30, 2005

fuck! its Y!

my days been busy. had a lot to do. something's been bugging me lately. irritating me quite alot. making me mad.
its the zombys. or the Y-idiots.
fuck the zombys! kill the Y-idiots!

who are these stupid brainless fucking idiotical zombys?
they were people. until they got hibernated and infected or as i like to put it, crapped and fucked.
and became...ZOMBY IDIOTS! the Generation Y idiots!

they walk among us. only more genetically defected and with skin decay all over their body. with a hinge of pungent smell. you wont miss them. and they wear green !
ull spot them giving away free berets. never take free berets from them. ull get infected too if you do.
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

encountered some of the Y-people. tried to gave me free berets. until i declined. and they started to attack me. and they tried to take away my cherific life.
i tried to avoid every blow. but they finally made a long scar on my chest.
was pissed off. it tore my Respect t-shirt! damn i love tt t shirt !

and something happened. no i didnt turn into a Super Saiyan. neither did i discovered Kryptonite powers. nor fell into a Bat cave.

Something clicked with me. And it clicked. And clicked. And clicked. And clicked. And then reloaded. i was holding on to a Magnum. where the hell did it come from, i dont know.

been clicking and reloading ever since.

Head shot. Head shot. Head shot. and they all finally died.
i think it sparked other Y-idiots to come and feel the wrath of my Magnum.
feel free to come you volunteery Y-idiots!

die Y idiots. hope you die and burn in hell. and die and burn in hell over and over again.

Click. Reload. Die Maggots. Y.

R21: Violence.

FM channel: shittsy. click. click. click. reload.
when a tragika* happens, the innocent gets crushed in the middle.

Friday, July 22, 2005

woah! overnight poet!

i was bloghopping..when suddenly i came across someone's blog.. and i was reading her bloggy.. just skimming through when suddenly i read something familiar.. here goes..


Yesterdae.the past,
Today. the present,
tomorrow the future,
Everybody hav past,
Dun regret about the pasts.
its there.work on it.improve it.for tomorrow,
tomorrow where the future happens.
work it.bulid it.dream it.
But dun forget about today,the present,the most important.
coz witout today,thre's no tomorrow.
~love you,true,always,yesterday,today,tomorrow~
dated:26.06.05


when something struck me.. its from my blog ! my creation !
see my blog dated 24.05.05 !!
wow. cant believe i saw it from a stranger's blog. haha.
kinda cool.
how can something i wrote out of ermm emo? haha can appear else where.
thank you stranger for using it.
kinda make me feel like a poet. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
to be or not to be (a poet) ~ that is the question..? ~
oh crap!

FM channel : DREAMY ~

Saturday, July 16, 2005

kazaam!

i never had anything to do when i work on night shifts. doing cashier work,all i only had to do is to top up every idiot's funkey cards. the wet theme park is closed by 7. so that's the only job i had. but that's not the point..

i was reading my book and listening to the radio when suddenly i noticed something on my computer's taskbar. there is usually only the cashier program and to have something else is something weird. i clicked it....

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ngi yang in son mah te aji semar ngi sing!


an artwork done using Paint. simply art.


FM channel: laffy !!

Thursday, July 14, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

:: HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ::
~ cheri enna ~

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have a prosperous 20 AB (After Birth) year.
be blessed with good health.
stay really happy. always. really.
always bring me around in your mickey mouse.
*smooch*
really.
FM channel: kiky querido

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

a big special thank you to ..

A very big thanks to 12 wonderful people. May Allah bless you. Amin.
zah
shikin
aishah
rabz
azmi
syahid
siddique
nor mamat
julie
asy
rozi
ida

for the super duper lovely blue jack purcell shoe.

big thanks to zah
for the lovely big "card". so sweet of u to make it n laminate it.
n for d lovely sajak.
n the lovely coochie cake.

gonna share with all.here's what zah wrote..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
To one of the wonderful heads i ever had...

Zaman berzaman kini berlalu,
Alangkah bahagia telah bertemu;
Kawan yang gila lagi tak malu,
Ikhlas kukatakan aku tak jemu.

Thank you for all your guidance and patience...

Fromt the ever cheerful gal,
Zahillah'05

to dear enna,
thanks for d wonderful cap tt ive been eyeing.
and the coolest shades ive been wanting to get.
kinda shock seeing you at topman.
but was able to creep out of d shop with kin.
hope u like the mickey mouse i got for u.
n d 2 butt-naked old couple. heh.

so touching. best belated birthday ever.
never had so much prezzies. *sobs*

thanks to 12 wonderful frens.
and 1 lovely girl.


ill share the pics of all the prezzies when i got the pic from enna.
pictures noone saw cos we took it at bedok when all have gone home.
stay tune !

FM channel: kiky

Thursday, July 07, 2005

shit do happens. its not just in the toilets.

REVENGE OF THE SITH SHIT

just some shit feelings.
some things tt i feel has been happening to me.
shit things.

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maybe this shit too.

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ever felt like a bomb was thrown to you? even when u tried running away or don't want it?
i did.
shit happens.

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that's it.
basically shit.

FM channel: shittsy

Friday, July 01, 2005

priceless moment

I am going to share a priceless moment with everyone. Not even Mastercard can pay for it. Not even VISA. Or Diners Club. Even American Express. And would NETS come close to pay for it. No. Priceless. Not for all the money in the world can give.
Here goes...
Priceless. Magic.

Date: 29/06/2005
Location: Civic Clinic
What: Enna just had an eye operation

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SAY CHEESE! OUCH!

* This photo was taken after undergoing the most disgusting and gruelling event. I had to watch the entire process of the doctor digging into her eyes. Thanks for that priceless moment.

FM Channel: kiky

hmm..not so true

Get to know yourself better

1 Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

2 The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

3 Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

4 The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

5 Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

6 The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

7 How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

8 What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

9 Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I did the test found on amin's blog. n im not so sure if its true about me. especially no. 4. haha do i flirt?! do i seduce?! ish ish ish. dono la eh. need ur opinion on it. is it true about me? cos im not so sure about it. help! tag on my blog! on ur mark! get set ! tag!!!!

FM channel: dreamy

Thursday, June 23, 2005

barf-barf-barf day.. a soldier story.

didnt feel anything today. except for d fact i am no longer a "teen" and now gonna have a big fat number 2 infront of everything. 20. twenty. dua puloh. how come i dont feel any drastic or cool what-so-ever transactions from being a "____teen" to being a "twenty".

had to work full shift today. again. and again. and again. all due to shortage of manpower. how many full shifts am i gonna do again.. damn tired. lucky no shortage of money while doing ticketig. if not, also cant pay. my money balance is officially zero. zilch. none. nil. sifar. kosong. O. anybody care to spare a penny? thinking of fasting. cos no money for lunch already. haha. wth..

to those who took d trouble and spared their precious time to sms me to wish me. thanks so much. appreciate it. to those that didnt. well. eat ur own shorts. haha. k dont. dont want u to die eating tt. maybe u cud eat d one inside your shorts.

haiz. no money. no money to even buy myself a small itsy bitsy cake. so hello 20. boohoo 20. no celebrations for u 20. too bad. aww..

want to share a story i learnt during the weekend. here goes..

the soldier, the lady and WW2.

Once upon a time during World War 2, there was an American soldier being posted to fight the war in Europe. Before he went there, he had loaned out a book of poetry from the library. there was no PSP or Nokia handphones back then. So a poetry book was the best form of entertainment. i suppose.

so whilst fighting the war, he was also able to read the poetry book during his free time. the book was written by an American lady. from there, he became deeply in love with her poetry. in the book was also the address of the author. thus he wrote a letter of appraisal to her.

then ever since the first letter, they became pen pals. always writing to each other even during the peak period of the war. this was the MSN messenger or mIRC back then.

and they fell in love with each other even though they never seen each other before. the soldier ever asked her once if she could send him a picture of her. but the lady only replied, "if our love is true, my picture is irrelavant." and he agreed on tt.

soon after the war, they finally agreed to meet each other. the lady decided that they were to meet in a Boston train station. and if their love is really2 true. they would finally meet each other. but then the soldier was dumb enough not to ask what time they were to meet. all he was able to know was that he was to carry the poetry book with him. and that to recognise the lady, she would be carrying a rose. so he came pretty early that day. right when the clock struck midnight he was there already. waiting.

noon came. it was the busy period. everyone was rushing here and there. the soldier still waiting with anticipation. then suddenly he saw one of the most beautiful things he ever saw. a lady in a green dress was walking towards him. he perspired. "this could be my most lucky day ever. even better than surviving thewar!", he thought. he gripped his book tight. then suddenly he noticed something unusual. the greend dress lady wasnt holding any rose ! and at that moment he saw someone far behind her standing alone. holding a rose. she was one of the most unsightful things he ever saw! his heart broke. he saw a lady exactly the same size as the one in Shallow Hal. weighing at a weight even cows are lighter.

the next moment the green dress pretty lady walked past him and asked "gg my way?" sexily. he was torn. between pretty pretty girl or ugly girl with rose. he knew that he bonded and fell in love with her during the letter sessions. but little did he expect to see something like that!

he finally made a decision. sticking to his principles and morals, he took a deep breath and walked towards the "fugly" lady with rose. and as he stood infront of her he asked,"hi. im so-and-so-i-forgot-the-name."

the lady replied,"who are you? cos i have no idea what's going on. that lady in the green dress told me to hold this rose and wait here."

and as the soldier looked behind to find the green dress lady, he saw her, smiling and chuckling. he proved his worthy love for her.

- what you see may not be what you would expect it to be. but if you try and take a look at it closer, it could turn out to be something greater than you can ever expect. - mike wilson *


*after some consideration from cheri's comments, ive decided to correct my mistakes

FM Channel: dreamy

Friday, June 17, 2005

finally

FINALLY !!!!

NO MORE Image hosted by Photobucket.com !!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

Image hosted by Photobucket.com NO MORE !!!!!!!!!!! ~

As of TODAY, i am officially out of the 1-year driving probation!
woohoo !
congrats to nadi peeps for getting the 5-year contract with dramatec.
Happy Birthday to all June Babies.
especially to me,me and me. not yet. but gonna be soon !*

*hint hint. winks.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

501.

I'll give you the space and you'll give me mine.
That's how we do.
Levi's 501 The Original.

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sad but true.
happy but false.
what is it that needs to be done?
space.
infinite space.
i think i'll hitchhike to the Milky Way.
see you.
/

They can take the punishment. Can you?
Levi's 501 Scarred Jeans.

this entry is all shitty

watched madagaskar mr & mrs smith already yeay! no money already! i think so.

been working recently too. just started so couldnt update much. wont say much about work but only wanna say to the butt-kissing, power-worshipping ppl tt wat-the-hell do wateva u want, ur gonna be seeing me in 3 more months anyway. so fark the bossy and butt-kissing attitude. im here to work and get paid. period. but reali. i like the way it is done. so much fun working. u ppl just light up the drama. u guys rock! and ill give a fark u for that!

~_~
do we have to re-write some stuff that have been said?
do we have to re-write the history?
was it all lies?
or was it the truth?
was it an error?
or was it an opportunity?
were we too early or too late?
was i too early or too late?
so i was too late?
or i was too early?
tell me. or ull never know.
don't wait too long. before i go.
i'll be waiting. again.
like i've always been.
~_~
do not give a watever-word care over what has been written.
you have been warned.
all's shitty.